horny thoughts

Funny how thoughts come and go ... and sensations get formed. Every now and then I go through these periods where I am very very horny and just want to have my cock lodged up an ass or getting head ... but sometimes, like now, it's not just horny for anyone but for this one guy ... and fucking anyone doesn't do it ... and I end up jerking off having these hot fantasies about him ... and they go from romantic to hard core domination ... ultimately my cock down his throat or rammed up his very sexy plump ass ... and this is all while I have unresolved feeling that I have tried to fight off but haven't been able to ... in the past it has been so fucking easy getting over someone ... probably because the feelings were superficial ... but this guys has somehow planted himself deep in my core ... I still sense his presence, even his efforts to block me off ... I made the most absurd and stupid mistake in my life that I will regret which was to shut him out ... many attempts to shut him out didn't work and now the emotion, although different, is more intense--more set ... even though it's very unlikely that we will ever even see each other given his understandable fear to see me face to face ...
but anyways, I have been now dealing with this intense desires ... this horniness for him that doesn't let me rest one minute of the day ... my cock easily aroused by thoughts of him ... thoughts of him wanting my cock keep creeping in ... and I do want to feel my cock buried deep up his ass or deep down his throat ... lol

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