Changes

so no, it hasn't been as easy as I though ... the roots are too deep, base is too strong, the feelings too deep ... it's not a simple out of sigh out of mind ... or the ease with which in the past I could have said that it was not what I wanted ... or the ease with which I could turn and look in another direction and all would be forgotten ... no ... it is not that easy now ... and, at the risk of sounding overly dramatic, it feels like something inside me is slowly and painfully dying, starving slowly ... makes me wish I was elsewhere where I could start over again ... all things forgotten

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