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The planetary alignment can bring mixed signals with regard to love. Remember: we're not the same; we're all unique individuals. Everyone has different values and ways of expression. This is how we learn from each other. Find the spark, the creative link that you share with your significant other. If that link is strong, it should hold together through many storms. Take a gamble on love on those high seas!

Awake, awake the listless fingers dully browsing through the faces of strangers clicking noises keeping the heartbeat silent facing the screen to not think clickitty click clack facing the night again in one long, lonely run on sentence of desires abandoned to the imagination and yet another profile goes by the one-sided strangers seeking satisfaction of dick dick and more dick as I wade through memories unfolding wanting, waiting to open my eyes to a dawn that lingers hiding in the shadows watching me from afar the day is but a closing of and opening of the eyes Again

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" ... be sure about your feelings ... because if you crack that shell and you change your mind, she'll die of loneliness before she trusts someone else ... " Bones, season 5, episode 1 yeah, it's all about trust ... how we let people into our hearts hoping that they will be true to it ... and they either are and reciprocate, or they step in and don't get it, or they step in and step all over the heart ... but I have found that sometimes people are so shut off to their own emotions that they don't know how to open up their own heart and so will reject, in little ways, what is being offered, even though they want it but can't bring themselves to admit it or don't quite know how to trust or open their own heart ... or they appear to open their heart--but not quite, and create obstacles for the people who love them--thus their little ongoing rejections ... sometimes they unknowingly sabotage what they desire with their many rejections ... and the gift i...

brief whispers bear my words -- the very essence of a blossoming tree lives in the ignoble seed so my words blown away into a faraway land take with them the fire that moves me.

sometimes a fantasy makes palpable reality the fleeting sensations of love and desires trace their lasting line upon the flesh with an energy reaching beyond mere imagination sometimes a fantasy is more that just a wish it exist in a realm beyond reason and understanding the dimension where souls join to become one force the communion of the senses, of love, lust and desire sometimes there's a spark that brings bodies together the projection of fantasy against the background of reality souls that reach the union of force, energy and matter to find unity in the convergence of a time & space continuum

the fragmentation of thoughts that start the beating heart that moves the mind that examines and censors the stream of words that run and form pools of ideas that linger, grow, flower

something does disturb my being, a deep feeling awakens in me something moves my spirit--someting, something disturbs my heart I get lost in the daily toil of the days--lost in the coming and going of the moment the routine can't satisfy my silence--my sleeping soul awakens with a longing that I've pretended to leave behind in the monotony of being something, something hurts in the depth of my being--an unreachable place an emptiness grows larger and consumes me ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- algo turba mi ser, un sentimiento recóndito se despierta algo mueve mi espiritu--algo, algo disturba mi corazón en lo cotidiano del día me pierdo; me pierdo en el vaivén del momento la rutina no alcanza a abastecer mi silencio-- mi alma adormecida se despierta con un ansia que pretendí olvidar en la monotonía algo, algo duelo muy dentro-- en un lugar inalcanzable, un vacio que se extiende y me consume

desire, desire, lusting & love desire, desire, the scavenging worm the force that builds, the force that destroys the sinuous bending of force body spirit that eats away at my gut, my heart my mind the light that burns to shine is love desire desire & casting forth love the body that dances to the beat of the heart the longing of dreams, fictions of memory the feeding energy that reflects it all desires wants lust, love longings muddling the very existence of body the force that gives life to the soul the light that draws the shape of the world the love that casts desires and lust

ripples in time, unrealized realities materialized dreams. ripples in time are more than illusions the weigh and volume of intuition. ripples in time, reflections of desires that shine faraway like the sun on the waves. ripples in time can build a new path the old cast as new, possibilities abound.

algo turba mi ser, un sentimiento recóndito se despierta algo mueve mi espiritu--algo, algo disturba mi corazón en lo cotidiano del día me pierdo; me pierdo en el vaivén del momento la rutina no alcanza a abastecer mi silencio-- mi alma adormecida se despierta con un ansia que pretendí olvidar en la monotonía algo, algo duelo muy dentro-- en un lugar inalcanzable, un vacio que se extiende y me consume

Neruda wins again ... I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close. Pablo Neruda,

Hi G***. Although he is honest and principled he can also be extremely demanding and critical, even to those closest to him. His expectations are high for his loved ones. You will know that you are dealing with someone who can be trusted and relied upon, but sometimes you may find yourself longing for more of an emotional connection. There may be times in your life when this King's energy is exactly what is needed. He offers solid impartial advice, he is meticulous in his work and pays very close attention to everything that is going on around him. He may appear 'cold' but sometimes a clinical approach is exactly what is needed. Allow him to show you how he can enhance your life.

i write, write myself into a silence the explosive words that numb the mind the softness of the words that lull the heart the bright light of those that tinge the soul words have in fact become alter ego, an enemy of sorts that wades through reason and sifts through emotions ever so lightly, it's venom like a dye that leaves its hue behind I want to take control again of all my words, my silence burns beyond the echos of a voice whose timber clings to my very soul. The clickitty clack clack of the keys ceremoniously translating the singing void that these, my words project I start again because, because these ashes burn!

Your love horoscope for December 17, 2015 Your intuitive abilities should be higher than usual today. A current or potential love partner might be experiencing intense feelings for you - and you could well be picking it up psychically. This might take you completely by surprise. How are you feeling? If you're feeling the same way, make the most of it. The planetary alignment bodes very well for love and romance for you today. Go for it!

I can't sleep, the empty thoughts The flying tigers haunting the night My heart's unrest keeps me awake-- The leaves that dress love's tree I can't sleep, besieged by voices The echoing phantoms of love's unrest In moments the turbulent emotion Breaks down the walls of my loneliness I weave my shroud to bring me rest This moments vigil A castle cast forth by love's desire Erected, yet stands untouched A vision of a destiny unmoved

Life is too meaningful to spend it with the wrong people.

Dear G***: The Seven of Wands — like all Sevens — refers to a dilemma that is not going to be easily reconciled. The question is: Do you take the easy way out? - in this case giving in to the masses and compromising your own integrity - Or do you hold your ground and risk further alienating your detractors? The Seven of Wands speaks of a need to be more alert, guarded and cautious, rather than accepting things at face value. You may face opposition from others — in the form of competition or outright resistance. You may feel attacked or ganged up on. You may also have to reconcile a “me against the world" attitude before it turns into a chip on your shoulder. You're going to have to use discipline, strategy and cunning to see yourself through. But rather than fighting off someone trying to unseat you, you may be fighting off your own urges to see the grass as greener on the other side. There are issues with boundaries present in this card as well, an...

You will never be able to escape from your heart. So it is better to listen to what it has to say. ::Paulo Coelho So simple, and yet not--when we've had stories running through our mind .... it's a trust that experience builds

what's in a dream, the projection of a desire what's in a dream, the realization of a feeling what's in a dream, the focused visions of our being what's in a dream, the mind's unbridled passions what's in a dream, the force of a love that lingers

{Note to stranger: So stranger, I was right! I cannot love you--not only have we not connected, but you're on a path purely of self-discovery--your intellectual energy is creating imbalance--I seek what you cannot offer: spiritual/emotional fulfillment--my intellect is but a tool. You seek what I cannot offer: almost a pure intellectual connection beyond emotion -- our paths diverge ... I have suspected all this in the few months that I have known you--as much as I may know you, you remain a stranger still--we do not connect.} Hi G***. This is because he has an energy around him which is, for the most part, intellectual and to keep him in your life you need to be on the same intellectual and mental plane that he is. If you have met a man who fits the description of this Page you would do well to keep that in mind. He will not be hemmed in. You will need a vast array of different subjects to converse about to keep this man around. He speaks his mind and expects you to do ...

Love ... It will make you feel free, strong, energized, protected, full of joy-of good feelings. You will feel that you can be yourself and grow spiritually, emotionally ... You will feel connected emotionally and sexually, physically and spiritually. Your mind and body will feel at ease. You will feel that you belong. You will feel whole.

through the looking glass the slippery slide of a thought the feeling of another reality the mocking smiles of a sliver of time the harmony of destiny drafting roads the cowardice of inertia drifting the courage of energy dispersing another shift in the choreography of minds the beating drums in the far away

I'm chased by a thought, by a sensation It chases me in moments of silence, pushes my consciousness it has no words, has no vocabulary it's a desire that lies beyond desire a feeling that at times projected strength and has conquered my subconscious if I silence my words it tortures me and grows, grows ever larger in my silence it takes over my being and condemns me feeds on my strength and looms ever larger and frees me yet always keeping me its prisoner to flee impossible even if I so desire-- captive of my destiny to be with another

In dreams I go beyond the threshold of desires Seeking strength in the energy of the loved The endless games of dreams The hide and seek of a wantom destiny A love I can't resist nor deny

me persigue un pensamiento, sensaciones me persigue en el silencio, en el consciente no hay palabras, sin vocabulario es el deseo mas más allá del deseo un sentimiento que me llena de su fuerza y a la vez conquista el subconsciente si me quedo en silencio me castiga y crece, crece más en mi silencio se apodera de mi ser y me condena merma mi fuerza y a la vez la magnifica me libera siendo aun su prisionero huir es imposible aunque lo anhele cautivo en mi destino de mancuerno

. Hi G. You may be feeling the need to to seek out the counsel of someone you know you can turn to for comfort and guidance. Or you may find yourself in the position of having to counsel others during this time. It can describe a person, an event or a state of mind. While this King is kind and compassionate, he can also be stern. He is not afraid of his emotions, but he doesn't let them govern him or weaken his authority. He's not easily persuaded or manipulated and he doesn't get caught up in maudlin sentimentality. The seas around him may be turbulent, but he maintains his calm as he keeps a watchful eye on the horizon. The King of Cups may be an individual in your life. If so he is she will embody the qualities associated with this card. Kindness, mercy, sensitivity and gentle but firm leadership. But this card also may represent attitudes that you need to adopt. Think about decisions you need to make that require you to access your feelings rather than rel...

You may be longing for a windfall, as you might be thinking about settling down with your love partner. You will need a considerable amount of determination to have your friend with you all the time, along with a strong desire to move mountains if you want to make it happen. If you're sure that's what you want, go for it! I have been moving all my inner mountains and turning them into valleys

Hi G***. This Knight can represent someone who sweeps you off your feet, but beware, check the surrounding cards; he may disappear as quickly and dramatically as he appeared. He will always be special, and have a profound effect on you, but his pleasure may be conquering, not keeping. He may break your heart, but you might look back and feel that the love you felt for that fleeting moment was worth it. This card can also indicate a spiritual awakening. You may be more sensitive to the needs of others, start to look at things from a spiritual point of view and be more in tune with the forces around you that you now sense. You may begin to understand that even the most painful experiences happen for a reason. They serve to remind you that you are the author of your own destiny and also help you to understand that for every choice you make, there is a consequence, good or bad. This is how you learn what works for you and what does not.

Tell me, tell me where do you hide Your echo resounds in the silence of nights The wispy essence, heavier than led The forces that converge to form a plane Where do you put away your thoughts The lingering whispers that seep away Like a frightened vertebrate hiding in the grass Moving stealthily, the wantom track Why, tell me why--the incomprehensible retraction There's so many questions, so many answers-- The morning dew scares all the fires That nightly incend desire's wick The flames consuming body, soul, spirit

Not having anything to write feels oppressive Words that once offered a song Today shed only ashes--yes! Indeed there's greater uncertainty in silence.

Me acuesto sin escribir y ese hecho me oprime Las palabras que ayer cantaban Hoy cenizas me ofrecen--sí Parece cursi el pensamiento Mas cierta es la voz de mi silencio

"You must love in such a way that the person you love feels free." ::Thích Nhất Hạnh

Immature love says: 'I love you because I need you.' Mature love says 'I need you because I love you.' ::Erich Fromm so one can say "I need you because I love you, and need you" ... you know, it's ok to need and be needy and be needed ... it's when you can't function without or when you're made to feel less than that this doesn't work ... neediness is strength when you can lean on someone and trust that they will walk hand in hand with you until you reach your goal ... that is being vulnerable to love ... and allowing them to lean on you and trust that they need you in a good way and that just being you is enough for them

the universe does indeed heed our call-- and it isn't what we wish desire want with conscious might rather, it is what our core energy projects everything is energy -- it attracts or repels and like energies will find synergy--they attract each other whether to enhance or detract ... nurture your core! Attitudes and desires help but it is that which is in our deepest recesses what will be projected to attract other like energies

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Immature love says: 'I love you because I need you.' Mature love says 'I need you because I love you.' ::Erich Fromm

Love is life. And if you miss love, you miss life. ::Leo Buscaglia Love doesn't make the world go 'round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile. ::Franklin P. Jones Love is when the other person's happiness is more important than your own. ::H. Jackson Brown, Jr.

I don't know where you are, but your heart lies not there the force of your spirit is burning bright elsewhere. I don't know where you are, but it isn't your home it isn't the sacred place of you have built in your dreams. I don't know where you are, but I know you're still searching your heart, the force that moves you, is looking for a place to grow roots. I don't know where you are, but you're still incomplete there are elements needed that will help in your journey. I don't know where you are, but I see you in my dreams in a web of illusion, much too far from your spirit. I don't know where you are--I can't help but keep searching a thread running through me weaves itself, yet unravels. I don't know where you are, yet this force keeps on turning in a dream, awake or asleep, your echo is still beating.

the crackling sound of the rain falling on the dry leaves reminds me that it is fall the flowing stream if seasons sharpens memories nothing can remain hidden, pushed away into the neat boxes of forgetfulness--nothing! just like the winds of autumn carries the leaves, there is a force that liberates our spirit a force that lifts away the fog of inert regret and propels us forward into a the blinding lights of destiny

I could sing a song that i like Is it the Smiths "Last night I dreamt ... " And so the song goes But it wasnt last night or even The night before While i sort this out the blood Running through my veins Runs faster, the drummimg of My heart beats at a higher rythm The body has a voice of its own It speaks all day and night The force that binds the spirit Is not a wavering caprice Again my words struggle To show the light that shines in my mind The fires that burn in my heart The waves that move my soul

Hoy me duele todo Me duele el alma, me duele el corazon Aun el aire que da vida a mi aliento Más todo nervio que entrelaza mi cuerpo Me duelen mis palabras, su eco y el recuerdo La memoria en zarzas y mi vista brasa en leño Ardiente mis entrañas en las llamas del deseo Me queman cuerpo, alma y corazón a fuego lento Me duele todo; todo todo en el amor se quema El intento de mil latidos enloquece

it was a dream and just a dream in the succession of many others dreams with their hidden and not so hidden messages; a dream that found me wandering through your space, as usual, almost lost in the many rooms, the kitchen; it was up high in some penthouse space; and as I wandered, out you came from one of the many rooms to talk to me; my thoughts racing I did what I thought you {he man in the dream} wanted; I reached out and pull you toward me uttering the words "I like you" only to hear from you what I really wanted to say "well, I love you"; and so the dream ends.

Of the many offices of the heart Love exacts the highest usury The link of hearts demands a price Absolvency attained upon expression The love of hearts in destiny's satires The players swift motions to determine The move to cast ones body into a fire That burns our spirits closer to the heavens.

Love, when not enjoyed, must be endured.

If your heart could speak, what would it say to you? What would it ask of you? If your heart could speak, would it praise you or admonish you for your choices? If your heart could speak, what desires and regrets would it express?

Bored doesn't mean lackof things to do or people to be with; bored implies lack of satisfaction and fulfillment with the things and people around us.

Block block Unblock Connect intent Disconnect respite Disengage diffuse Invite deny Rely repent entice Inflict deflate The self in wait Unite

there is a constant in my dreams it comes in many forms the coy seducer, the playful flirt the horny, naked exhibitionist the watchful eyes, the hidden presence the accusing voice of loneliness the shifting shadows that accost me the wanton force that rejects me the angry ghost of of disappointments

http://iheartintelligence.com/2015/10/16/forced-relationship/ Are You ‘In Love’ Or Just Attached? The Difference Is Important What is a forced relationship? It’s when two people are tired of each other, but still don’t want to break it off. Relationships are hard to maintain if both people don’t work together. You can’t force someone to love you, you cannot force your way into someone’s heart. Has your partner told you? Or most importantly shown you, that he/she loves you? If not, there’s a chance they are not interested in the relationship. Do they plan for the future with you? If they don’t, it’s probably because they are not interested in a future with you. Forcing someone to be in a relationship with you, will give you nothing other than a broken heart and misery. Some people don’t realize if they are forcing someone to love them or if they are in a forced relationship themselves. In this article, we have listed below a few signs that would help you to find out if you a...

The night is an unjust mistress. Everything is magnified in her shadows The longings of my lonesome heart seem stronger The burn of my desires greater Memories of you become bigger than life So much so they're duplicated in my dreams As all is covered by a fog There's always a fantasy that lingers after Courage beyond the pressure of a fear

for me to trust someone, I need to feel they have let me in -- that they have let their walls down -- It's hard for me to trust someone who only let's me into the front yard but keeps the front door locked, as it were, yet expect me to act as if they had let me into their bedroom -- It's hard for love to flourish that way. The feeling of love and the act of love are two different things -- as are equally different friendly sexual intercourse and emotional intimacy ... and yet not many people seem to be able to go beyond -- not for lack of desire, but really for lack of effort -- everyone wants love and emotional intimacy more than just a sexual connection and friendship but they are not willing to make the effort and commitment to go beyond -- they are too afraid, much too afraid -- and I understand that fear well now ... it's easier to jump into bed and become friends and have more sex than it is to make a real connection -- few people are fortunate to make a real con...

I dreamt a lover, the body enticing aroused the senses, desires burning I dreamt a lover, his wily smile beyond what my body can contain I dreamt a lover, his tempting ways the sweetest wishes of heart and flesh I dreamt a lover, all fair and wild unbridled passions he did foretell I dreamt a lover, a dreamers passion in the dark of night disturbed my slumber I dreamt a lover, close, near and far beyond my sleep his body calling I dreamt a lover, in the longing darkness in my dreams I conjured my heat's desires.

toil toil, the [in]nconsequetial foil the hour that fires the moment of grace give give yourself to the journey the goal is not to find the mocking mourners but the spark in your heart that lights the fires.

so well timed ... Hi G*** Now is the time for acknowledging the disappointments you've encountered and the heartaches you've endured in order to heal your tender heart. The Three of Swords is linked with feelings of sadness, loneliness, suffering and pain. While we all experience these things at different stages in our lives, how we respond to them -- and how willing we are to work through them -- will go a long way toward determining our ability to move on. The Three of Swords is associated with emotional disharmony, heartache and separation. And you could be dealing with the fallout now from this very thing. But keep in mind that disharmony is usually rooted in misunderstanding, or at the very least a mis-assumption about your role in someone's life. It's that knife in the heart feeling of being hurt, betrayed or even seething in anger over an emotional situation that you have little control over. This may refer to a literal breakup or the loss of a friendsh...

beware of the sweet tongues those that whisper the sweetest words those that season their hatred with sugar and honey beware of those that distill their poison into your heart their words of deceit, resentment and distrust those that fill your mind with the logic of hatred beware of those that keep you trapped with their evil intentions those that keep you in a fog of negative energy never silence the voices, the echo of your heart

Have you suddenly turned into a visionary? You tend to be insightful by nature, but this is extraordinary even for you. What do you see regarding your love life? Chances are that your luck in that department, as well as everything else, is changing. Any relationships begun or committed to at this time are likely to last for a long time. If there's someone special in your life, go for it!

A spill on a NYC subway car--no surprise the scent of coffee and milk permeated the air tired and sleepy I chose to sit and endure. Suddenly a memory flooded my thoughts those mornings in the farm, fresh milk boiling, coffee grounds in boiling water sweetened by molasses the aroma of milk and coffee overwhelmed the senses. I was a child then and it was such a treat to get my cup of milk with just enough coffee to change the color of the milk. The memory was so strong, so personal, my eyes watered so I closed my eyes and pretended to sleep.

two step, three, one hop, stop take a jump forward, don't look back circle the pit, play the part bring yourself only, drop your bags

The merry-go-round is pretty the never ending circling motion makes the old familiar places new the comfort of the well traveled path that keeps you feeling like you're going somewhere-- round and round and round we go-- going, going, going-- and yet all the while standing still.

“Love is like a friendship caught on fire. In the beginning a flame, very pretty, often hot and fierce, but still only light and flickering. As love grows older, our hearts mature and our love becomes as coals, deep-burning and unquenchable.”   ―   Bruce Lee

The deeper you allow yourself to sink, the harder it becomes to be yourself, love yourself, free yourself ... 

white asses, white asses, sweet like molasses their tight, hungry puckers love to swallow dark peckers white asses, white asses, they love all dark fuckers fuck them at night, enjoy them by morning they'll open so sweetly yet hold in your juices you can breed them in the shower or out in the woods take them on the sofa or on the kitchen floor those sweet, sweet white asses, they taste like molasses Sweet, sweet white asses they're made just for fucking male or female, they crave the dark muscle just a look in their eyes and they'll suck on your pecker they'll melt like molasses and surrender so sweetly just feed them your juices, your piss spit and cum give them a little or a lot--their hole takes it greedily

Hi G*****. You arrive at the path of the River Styx... The path of death represents transformation, restructure and rebirth. When transformation enters your life, you may feel a sudden shock, a sensation of bad luck crossing your path! You may even wonder, “Have I died?" The answer is no, but the path you were on did! Have you ever wondered why your path suddenly ended, and why you never saw the end coming? The Major Arcana Represents Major Life Lessons: If the Death card comes out on the first card of your reading in the positive position, you need to prepare for a major change and understand that transformation is knocking at your door. You are asked to step away from the past because a new opportunity is opening for you. If you do not listen, you might learn a lesson that will be painful. If the Death card shows up in the outcome of the reading in a positive position, you will face the future, and accept the changes you need to make, and you will let go of an old lifest...

La costumbre es más fuerte que el amor.

birds of a feather, well, they flock together or seek to change the colors of your feathers misery lovers company, so the saying goes in the gay world, I've encountered the lonely souls--the energy suckers who claim to seek meaningful ties but only seek to feed their loneliness and these same souls will sabotage your attempts at a union with their words, their habits and by pushing you deeper into the abyss as the saying goes in Spanish, they won't dance and nor will they let the music play keeping you tied to them is more important than your happiness would be while they themselves lack meaningful ties or the ability to create them ... activity partners does not provide meaning.

write words long think the hour play the letter create the line burn the time wipe the paper clean.

The ghosts of your memories are haunting my night From every direction they accost and accuse Their silence is deafening The force of their presence rips apart my dreams The longing longing feeling oppressive The accumulation of days seems like a tick of the clock There was more to our union than a passing friendship of convenience

lust thought want love want thought dream lust love longing desires burning spiritual loneliness beating

"The secret to happiness is freedom. The secret to freedom is courage." "Self-control is the chief element in self-respect, and self-respect is the chief element in courage.” -Thucydides

Card 1:   How you feel about yourself » The Chariot You feel everything is a constant battle at the moment, but persevere and you will triumph in the end. Expect some good news that will help you to keep going until you achieve your goals. This is a time of movement and change and of conflicts ending in victory. You may well consider a journey that relates to work or go for that new car you've been looking at. Card 2:   What you want most right now » The Hanged Man The cards suggest that what you most want at this time is to have it all! Why should you have to give something or someone up? Perhaps you feel a victim and that events are not going as planned. Trust that this is a passage from one phase of your life to another. If you are not sure what or who you need to give up, ...

running through a dream it was #40 on F... road the dream was short there were some words 2 keys, the words to remember it was #40 in F ... road

 Today | Tomorrow    Your love horoscope for October 8, 2015    Nobody told you there would be days like this! You might be so much in love that you feel violated by the very strength of your feelings. Desire can sometimes blind us. Do you fear losing control? If your beloved is a true soul mate, so what if you occasionally lose control? You could be jeopardizing your relationship by trying to dominate. Surrender to a higher love! Strange day indeed!

The spiritual, emotional and intellectual intelligence of a person is measured by the individual they choose as a life partner.

Zero the days and zero the years Zero too the hour and the minute To erase the colors of a memory-- Its texture scent and flavor-- Requires the skill of a child And the cunning of a soldier The return of shape and form The shapes of laughter and joy The surprising smile and the regained life force Become the dayis nourishment What it is to live a half life-- Well, so many of us endure it! It isn't lack of love or office But more so the fear to leave The lonely prison cell empty, The fearless repetition of the unfulfilled, The promise that never quite materializes

To remember to forget To bring the thought to life The letters to the page The feeling to the heart The emptiness that strikes The sweet flavor of longing The regret of words in time The casting of love to the heart The lust that hides behind the shadows To know i buried love with the thought And the words on the page were my accomplices! Yet there's heart that with every beat

The negative energy others project--whether purposely or not--can drain you of your spiritual energy ... people with strong negative auras will often leave a negative energy footprint in places they have been in or on the people they have been with... it's important to learn to recognize the signs of the "negatives" -- they will unload their negative energy onto you and will drain you of your positive energy, your health, your libido, your youthfulness -- check it out--do you feel tired or confused after being with certain people? do you feel physically uncomfortable around those people? How To Stop Absorbing Other People’s Negative Energy By Jesse Herman June 12, 2015 Self Help, Spirituality By Jesse Herman and Steven Bancarz| Empathy is the ability to recognize and feel other peoples emotions. Sympathy is feeling compassion for other people. Often times to be an “empath” means that you are absorbing much of the pain and suffering in your environment, which can sac...

I got lost in the feelings That the heart beats when dreaming I got lost in ideas And can't trace the beginning I got lost in myself , In the illusion of living Now I'm lost in a tune That just keeps on playing

You arrive at the path of initial completion and success, of foundations and frameworks . . . The Tarot Threes represent, among other things, unity, consistency, cooperation with others, and the first stage of completing a project or attaining a goal. The Pentacles represent your desire for material success, good health, and a happy home life. The Three of Pentacles indicates early success in establishing a career. Continuing success depends on hard work, good business skills, good character, being aware of your limitations, and being able to work well with others. Early Success Daedelus, framed by a grape-laden trellis, stands above three patrons. Each patron is aware of his previous stellar projects and each is offering him a pentacle for work they want him to do. The green rolling hills and fruitful vines suggest success but do not indicate the duration of this success. Creativity and ability alone cannot sustain success, and the Daedelus myth unveils a major character fla...

Nothing makes sense The world is raw and new again Gone are the familiar landmarks The road signs the led the way The landscape is the same But not ... north south east west Have been redrawn The pebbles on the road Project new colors

I think that sometimes love gets in the way of itself - you know, love interrupts itself. We want things so much that we sabotage them. ::Jack White

sometimes just a note will make a melody the sweet, long sound in perfect pitch is like a gift from god every movement a harmony in itself outer movements, inner movements a rainfall of notes that paints a picture a stream that comes to you, picks you up and takes you on a journey of the spirit so it is with love--the harmonious musicality of heart, mind, body and spirit the revelations that blossom from your intuition the force that takes you on a journey where the intellect has no place a logic of hearts beyond the eyes and mind the synchronicity of two hearts that beat together as one, the senses that link the minds at play the melody of the body that brings the composition to a climax

There is no more miserable human being than one in whom nothing is habitual but indecision. ::William James view and review ... examine all options ... by the time a decision is made, the moment has passed

Card 1:   How you feel about yourself » The World Card 2:   What you want most right now » The Sun Card 3:    Your fears » The Lovers Card 4:    What is going for you » The Emperor Card 5:    What is going against you » The Tower Card 6:   The likely outcome » Strength

Hi G***. Is there something within your relationship that you need to make a decision on? The card of the Lovers implies just what it says…love. Yet there are other areas to this card and whilst it predominantly is seen as being related to your love life it can also hold sway over any area of your life that you are needing to make a decision on. If you are hoping to meet someone new and have drawn this card then there is a good chance that a new lover is about to enter your life. However, on saying this you also need to take into account the cards surrounding it to see if this lover is suitable or not. Strong, supportive cards next to the Lovers are a good sign you are onto a winner. Weaker more negative cards are a sign that you are not. Because this card is associated with the zodiac sign of Gemini you can also look at it as a way to look inwards at your nature. Are you drawn in different directions? Is there something you have been swaying back and forth with that one minute...

Words and more words The regurgitation of thoughts Sentiments half explored Undigested ideas The manifestation of intent Broken at inception placing value on the lines Beyond the link to pen and paper Salutations fragmented In the fetid incantations Of an unexplored feeling

sometimes, more often than seldom but less that always I allow myself fantasies they spring alive as if by external forces and I let them run their course justifying their existence by the simple logic that they do no harm but in many cases my logical matrices are activated and promptly bring said fantasies to an end they are most often successful when I sleep my mind at rest they take on a full life it is more that a theater of the absurd of the wishful fancies of the lovelorn many times things happen that surprise both the waking me and the dreamer me we pause and ponder on events and details and wonder how they came about sometimes it is an actions or a stream of actions sometimes a word with all that wonder and danger that accompanies words of course I prefer my sleeping fancies where I exist void of the ego and all is possible in action and intent.

"The trouble is that, if you don't risk anything you're bound to risk more -- or lose everything!"

there is a particular type of friend ... the usurper ... this is the friend that will gain your confidence and slowly become your confidant, best friend, even a lover or sex partner ... they are skillful and patient in their approach; in fact, they will appear harmless enough that you will invite them in. And, before you know it, they have taken over your social life or are an intricate part of it ... The usurper will slowly work his way into your social life; and, before you know it, the usurper will be your friend's best friend -- they will wine and dine him, take him on trips, etc while you are standing more and more on the sidelines--unless you are with the usurper ... and, again, before you know it, you and the usurper are a couple ... to your friends, you and the usurper are partners and you go nowhere without him ... the usurper, always present, will sabotage any possible new relationships his victim may want to develop--whether romantic or social--the usurper will become ...

a kiss, a fuck a tender embrace the lips, an ass the taste of morning to give, take your surrender your body against mine, your scent bodies blending

Hi G** . You may be feeling the need to to seek out the counsel of someone you know you can turn to for comfort and guidance. Or you may find yourself in the position of having to counsel others during this time. The King of Cups represents the more sensitive and gentle aspects of the masculine archetype. While the person representing this card is not necessarily a man, it does represent the more assertive energy traditionally associated with the male archetype. It can describe a person, an event or a state of mind. While this King is kind and compassionate, he can also be stern. He is not afraid of his emotions, but he doesn't let them govern him or weaken his authority. He's not easily persuaded or manipulated and he doesn't get caught up in maudlin sentimentality. The seas around him may be turbulent, but he maintains his calm as he keeps a watchful eye on the horizon. The King of Cups may be an individual in your life. If so he is she will embody the qualit...

To let go of a person or situation does not mean to ignore it it means to accept it without a need to control it. Letting go should be and act of love, not of fear.

I sing to you, my cock you bring me joys in darkest hours relief to stirring senses and bring many a fantasy to its climax oh cock of mine, you bring much pleasures too to my companions they enjoy the feel, the length and girth the sense of joy in penetration I'm lost in ecstasy when I feel you deep deep deep in a man's rectum his moans of pleasure, of pain perhaps increase tumescence in you, my cock lost in a fantasy, in a dream even a body moves and brings you to attention his scent still lingers, his voice, his cadence the way of his eyes, his full, round buttocks will make you hard, your precum flowing whether by tongue or ass, a fantasy my hands, you bring me pleasures even at times beyond my senses

Soltar una situación o una persona no es ignorarla, Sino aceptarla sin necesidad de controlarla. Soltar debe ser un acto de amor, no de miedo.

I like dreaming about you it feels like home everything changes when I do

" ... follow the flow of the universe ... it's destiny; don't fight destiny--it will kick your ass in a bad way ..."

it's a numbers game, it's hours days, months ... the dream that happened what? 3 weeks ago, two days ago? the years that pass and we celebrate the fleeting thoughts that become moments mostly a dream that we project the touch the gaze the smile the sound of a voice the way a body moves and sometimes it's a game hide and seek with others and the self the self-defeating, sabotaging stratagems the hidden tears, the beating heart the dull regret, the arrogant posturing and sometimes, just sometimes less than most times and fewer than most we just deal with the raw feeling the emotion that moves heart body and mind the language of heats and spirits beyond our understanding but it's all a game of numbers distance, too, being measured

in retrospect, it was all too easy, too clean just the bare minimum of useless words the customary posturing, the defensive stance it was more like children pretending to be grownups the core that burned quickly covered replaced by the faint vestigial thorns quickly building up the well learned walls the silent defense mechanisms promptly erected it was all too easy, too clean--the impetuousness of arrogance at work; or just the emotion the triggered all the flags to be raised the self-righteousness of loneliness at work.

if love were to be love? is that even a complete question ... seems to be missing a grammatical component the "if / then" conundrum-- one does not exist without the other Or can it? the referential reference to the answer-keepers the "then," really, is immaterial there isn't anything else to say after one makes such a statement -- all else is conjecture or justification both to be left untouched to the referendum of onlookers: the keepers of the right way to be one can't judge without redemption seems like a logical statement to make or that understanding comes with wisdom- (or is it the other way around?) seems like a sensible deduction that darkness inside isn't dark at all-- just the fear keeping the lights off.

Hi G***. Round and around you go, where you stop nobody knows… not even you! The Wheel of Fortune is about life's ups and downs. Think of it as if you are on a merry go round and don't know where to get off as you are never sure if it is the right choice or not. Something is going on in your mind but you are not ready yet to set in stone what your final decision will be. If you are waiting for something or someone to give you an answer the Wheel of Fortune shows that this answer may not be forthcoming quickly. Plans, thoughts and actions need to be thought through more thoroughly and every aspect of the decision looked at. It may be frustrating if you are the one in this position and if you are waiting for an answer just think of how frustrating it is for the person who cannot make up their mind. At least they are looking at every angle to the question and not rushing in with their thoughts quickly. Others may hold some of the answers you seek before you know your de...