Trust, take it or leave it

" ... be sure about your feelings ... because if you crack that shell and you change your mind, she'll die of loneliness before she trusts someone else ... "
Bones, season 5, episode 1

yeah, it's all about trust ... how we let people into our hearts hoping that they will be true to it ... and they either are and reciprocate, or they step in and don't get it, or they step in and step all over the heart ... but I have found that sometimes people are so shut off to their own emotions that they don't know how to open up their own heart and so will reject, in little ways, what is being offered, even though they want it but can't bring themselves to admit it or don't quite know how to trust or open their own heart ... or they appear to open their heart--but not quite, and create obstacles for the people who love them--thus their little ongoing rejections ... sometimes they unknowingly sabotage what they desire with their many rejections ... and the gift is rescinded.

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