ruminating@idly

Just thinking about everything .. being single, for instance, not finding love or avoiding it--almost giving up on it at this point ... forgetting fantasies
Ideally I need to find a sweet guy, a nice bottom guy, who is as sexual as I am so we can fuck all the time...
A nice smart guy, preferably white, masculine body, nice ass who is OK regularly taking cock up his ass and yet can be spiritual and have a decent conversation ... just kind of animal like copulation with a spiritual/intellectual person -- basically like this: my cock gets hard, I go to him and penetrate him until I'm good .. of course, something we would both enjoy ... and yet at times also be loving, tender and romantic as well ...
I need a sweet bottom who can do both things ... Is there such a man?

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