letter to some you out there

sometimes
and more than sometimes sometimes
i find myself thinking about you


and not about anything in particular, really
just more feeling your presence
{missing you more than ...}
in some corner of my heart you've made your own

and i think, and sometimes disappointment
at some memory, some thought, some sensation

sometimes i let these thoughts run amok
clear markers here and there
some words said unsaid half said mis-said
some moments in time that linger

i've chosen forgiveness and forgetfulness
now that the fear has dissipated
and enter through some new door  that opens
{feeling things are incomplete}
understanding you've never felt as i did

but like i said before,
you've etched a place in my heart now
and part of your essence is now me

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