day tripping
sometimes i let my fantasies run amok ... i even fantasize that my fantasies have come true ... yes, i know, it's not good to live in your head ... it's like some sort of mental masturbation ... but there is something to be said about it ... fantasizing has it's place ... just like play for children, we can get to play out what we want, or think we want, need, desire ... and i fantasize about having this or that experience ... wonder what it would be to be like this or like that ... and slowly i think, we change