Gay Guy Whys

why can't gay guys find courage for love and instead settle for comfortable fuck sessions?

why can't gay guys make commitments?

why can't bottom gay guys be like guys too when it comes to romance?

why do gay bottoms wait to be seduced as if they were helpless maidens and won't make the first move?

why do gay guys like to play the male/female roles when it come to love and romance?

why do gay guys get stuck in sexual fetishism and can't get off unless they play some elaborate fantasy (with bottoms usually getting raped or replaying some childhood abuse)?

why can't gay guys release negative sexual patterns they learned childhood and insist on reliving them, even when it's to their own detriment?

I guess I will never understand ... And will have to engage in the dysfunctional game if I am to find someone ...

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