A Little Introspection
So lately i've been looking at myself and wondering why am i still single... i want a partner but somehow keep attracting the wrong people ... mostly i attract guys who see me as some one to fulfill a fantasy ... a top to fuck them rough, or role play rape or some other similar scene ... and that's cool for sex play ... but if i want more, try to shift gears to something more affectionate, then they run!!!
The other group are these that see me as the fallback guy ... when they feel unhappy or ignored or unfulfilled with the person they have chosen, they want to play out with me some sort of infantile romantic fantasy ... basically some intermission entertainment until their dysfunctional play starts again ... once their butt-hole master calls them back, they disappear--all plans forgotten; then they wonder why I show very little interest in their plans regardless of how enthusiast they may appear ... of course, they go off wondering why i ignored their romantic overtures or their sexual come ons ... basically, i can get sex quite easily... if that is all i want, i don't need to engage in some drama laden romantic games not worthy of even high school students... and if what I want is a whore to fuck,same goes ... I don't need to pursue friends ... and it's a package ... these same people are unable to establish real emotional ties so want to have the fuck buddy and the emotional buddy ... what the fuck!!!????
Regardless, my question is, why is that what i have been attracting?? What is it about me that creates that situation??? It does take two to tango...
The other group are these that see me as the fallback guy ... when they feel unhappy or ignored or unfulfilled with the person they have chosen, they want to play out with me some sort of infantile romantic fantasy ... basically some intermission entertainment until their dysfunctional play starts again ... once their butt-hole master calls them back, they disappear--all plans forgotten; then they wonder why I show very little interest in their plans regardless of how enthusiast they may appear ... of course, they go off wondering why i ignored their romantic overtures or their sexual come ons ... basically, i can get sex quite easily... if that is all i want, i don't need to engage in some drama laden romantic games not worthy of even high school students... and if what I want is a whore to fuck,same goes ... I don't need to pursue friends ... and it's a package ... these same people are unable to establish real emotional ties so want to have the fuck buddy and the emotional buddy ... what the fuck!!!????
Regardless, my question is, why is that what i have been attracting?? What is it about me that creates that situation??? It does take two to tango...