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December 31, 2016 You prefer to hide your emotions and be solid like a stone, which can't be easy for your beloved. However, you're more than a pet rock! Think of a waterfall splashing down over some rocks, releasing their rigidity. How refreshed those stones must feel! The planetary arrangement won't make it easy for you to express your feelings, but perhaps you should make the effort anyway - for yourself as much as for your partner.

Peace within

Dear G... This card urges you to release the need to struggle by shifting your perspective and allowing you to see your current roadblocks as opportunities to grow. Cultivate a peace from within and allow life to take you where you want to go. Take time to practice cultivating this peace within yourself. Become unshakable by learning or remembering how to sustain your peaceful center. Meditation and connection to the natural world are your keys. Pay close attention as well to what you are putting in your body and your sleep patterns. Both factors, when out of balance, make the ride so much more difficult to enjoy. Be good to your mind and body, self love is a practice, practice it every day. A competitive edge may also be rising up inside of you. Feed this competitiveness in a healthy, productive way. Be aware of what is motivating you. Look to see how this aspect can lift you and those around you into raising expectations and moving into a direction that expands into growth fo...

Winter's night prayer

The longest night, dark and silent Is every night, the winter's dark The wind waking the oaks with iys chatter Is like a lullaby for my nesting thoughts My heartbeat echoes in the shadows The love that rests deep in my core While this flesh chases the nightly ghosts -- The spirit's longing for an embrace Tuned to desires The night, the night that falls The night that brings its daily dread If only I could turn the night into a dream To find myself rocked by your breath

Quote of the Day

Don't cling to a mistake just because you spent a lot of time making it. Hahahaha In other words, if it hasn't made you happy, it never will no matter how much you bend and twist.

Quote of the Night

"Somewhere-someone is looking for you in everyone they meet..." But, alas, only you can be you.

Heartfelt Celebration

Hi G***. You arrive at the path of a heartfelt celebration. The Fours represent your relationship foundation. The Four of Wands is the "Celebration Card", the card of optimism, eagerness and joy. The sun is shining, projects are finished, and troubles are being held at bay. The Minor Arcana represents your choices and actions throughout the realization of your destiny. The Wands represent the spark plugs of the Tarot, the spark of creativity and the birth of an idea. The Wands are oriented toward action, growth and the realization of your dreams. Astrologically: The Four of Wands incorporates the energy of Aries (the time of good judgment when you will expand, travel, or make a long term commitment). The Wand's astrological relative is Jupiter (makes you feel optimistic, ageless, and lucky). My Interpretation-- The Four of Wands indicates a celebration for completion of a venture or attainment of a goal you have been working toward. You finally get to re...

bedtime thought

Don't fail the person who truly loves you. You'll never find the same true love twice in a lifetime.

Destiny's Deceit

Hi G**o. Your life may feel very unsettled at this time as you persevere in your efforts to achieve your dreams. You may find yourself dealing with a volatile individual who could at times appear aggressive and might betray you. Caution is needed. Pay close attention to the actions of others. Do actions match words? Be on your guard. The Seven of Swords is often depicted as a 'thief in the night'. Sneaky, underhand behaviour is a very real possibility. Your hopes and desires may lead you to make new plans as you push ahead with your long-term goals. However these new plans may have come as a result of having been deceived or misled recently. Life experience has a way of shaping our journey - for better or worse, and the Seven of Swords can indicate that your current choices have been directly influenced by recent events. You may now realise that YOU are the author of your destiny and putting your happiness in the hands of another was a gamble that you lost. The ke...

just a thought

There's a difference between caring and using; loving and using; desiring and using... Yet there are those who despite their unhappiness and loneliness, or because of it, only know how to use and/or be used by others

open the heart

Hi G***. The Six of Cups is a card of sweetness, gentleness and returning to a simpler way of living. This card shows up to ask you to release the complications and take a step back. Think about the sweetest time in your life. What made it so tasty? What is it you remember feeling? Take a moment, or ten, to meditate on what you can do to thread that feeling into right now. The Six of Cups is a card of spiritual exploration. It shows up when you get too heavy with this material world. This is the sign you asked for. It is in your best interest to slow down, look within and get clear: on who you are, on what you are here for, on what you want to create. The past is floating around in your thoughts - those days when life was simple and blissful. Tune into these feelings and direct your attention to creating this simple sweetness right here, right now. A friend or lover from the past may cross your path. They have a message for you. Pay attention. This is not about going back, bu...

Rimas II

Dime dónde encontrar tu mirada, dime! Dime dónde resuena el eco de tu corazón Dime dónde yacen tus deseos Dime dónde vierte la fuente de tus fantasías Dime por dónde corren tus aguas ardientes Dime que río se forma con ellas Dime en qué mar desembocan Dime que quiere hundirme en sus olas Dime que quiero quemarme en su vaivén.

Rimas I

Perdido an sueños entrelazados Observando reflejos de fantasías. Subiendo y bajando vacios En los terrenos del alma Canto los versos de mis deseos E intento encontrar el eco de mis dias. Mi corazón expresando con sus latidos Las ardientes ansias de mis melodías Enciende mis pasos por caminos perdidos Esparciendo llamas que mi espíritu escondía.

only the lonely

Only the lonely In the fields of pleasures Singing songs, weaving prayers Only the lonely The midnights turning Habitual lusts burning Only the lonely The forlorn gaze setting ablaze The monotony of doing Only the lonely Moving, moving to replace The spirit's, the heart's longings Only the lonely Wasting days away Doing , doing to appease desires

coming full circle

Hi G---. You may be on the verge of closing the door on an important chapter in your life right now and preparing to open another. The World card represents a sense of fulfillment, integration and completion as you tie up one cycle and prepare to embark on another. It completes the Fool's journey, and speaks of getting an overview of all you've accomplished as you look at how far you've come, what you have learned and how much you've grown as a person. You could be putting the finishing touches on your resume and applying for jobs, transitioning from undergraduate to graduate schools, tying up loose ends on a project you're ready to launch, completing a self-improvement regimen, putting a failed relationship behind you and getting ready to step back into the dating scene, and so on. The possibilities are endless, but they all have one thing in common -- the focus is not so much about endings as it is new beginnings. The World card says that you're putt...

Quote of the Day

Every so often love will bring us togerther in the field of life regenerating the seeds of our destiny. Livro Família, Emmanuelle

dreams are

I dreamed that I dreamed that you I dreamed that you and I dreamed that I dreamed that me and You were in my dreams again There was a road ahead The speeding car The house.

Quote of the Day

"Love is a great beautifier"--Luisa May Alcott I truly believe this, especially as we get older what is in our hearts glows brighter in our words, deeds and even our faces...

locate a partner

November 27, 2016 You should be feeling especially romantic today, with idealistic love having a slight edge over physical passion, though of course, one can drive the other! Spiritual interests that you and your beloved have in common could have a lot to do with the growth of your relationship. Your love has taken on a mystical quality. Enjoy feeling like a fairy-tale prince, shower love upon your partner, and have a great day!

pause & reflect

Hi G*** It's time to pause and reflect on how far you've come as well as where you want to go in the next chapter in your life. The Four of Wands represents a stage in a relationship, project, decision or goal you are trying to accomplish. It's about where you feel satisfied with progress made and are now in the process of gathering momentum. What was once a dream (the Ace of Wands) that evolved into a plan (Two of Wands) and starting producing results (Three of Wands) is now not only gathering steam but is showing real potential for long term success (Four of Wands).The question is “do you have everything in place for what you want to do next?" It may be that you are planning a project or something new and at the moment you are laying down the groundwork for how this will all fall into place for you. The Four of Wands is often portrayed as a joyous celebration, a gathering, a reward or surprise - the affirmation that all of your hard work has paid off and is...

my bedtime thought

In matters of the heart, we must pursue what our spirit longs for else we'll end up with the emotional refuse of others.

to see into others we must see into ourselves first

Only when we know our darkness well can we be present with the darkness of others. - -Pema Chodron

spiritual immunity

Fortunately some are born with spiritual immune systems that sooner or later give rejection to the illusory world view grafted upon them from birth through social conditioning. They begin sensing that something is amiss and start looking for answers. Inner knowledge and anomalous outer experiences show them a side of reality others are oblivious to, and so begins their journey of awakening. - -Henri Bergson

Quote of the Day

"One minute of reconciliation is worth more than a whole life of friendship." ― Úrsula from ONE HUNDRED YEARS OF SOLITUDE

everything is temporary

November 25, 2016 In terms of your emotional life, those around you unfortunately don’t share your carefree and lighthearted attitude today, dear gus… Thanks to the influence of the Hermit, your enthusiasm meets with negativity. People turn their backs on you, stand you up, or refuse to return your calls… All these disappointments leave you feeling rather alone. However, rest assured that’s not really the case…  Things are going a bit slow at work, you're feeling that you'll never achieve your aims, and gloom is hovering on the horizon. The alliance of the Moon and the Hermit suggests an element of frustration. Nobody appears to be listening to your ideas or awarding your opinions the value they deserve, and you just can't find the energy to fight back. Try and draw on your inner resources, it would be a shame to give up now.

energy

You arrive at the path of communication and travel judgment... The Eights represent the status of your relationship. The Eight of Wands indicates a sudden release of energy that clears away your current confusion and starts everything in motion concerning relationship judgments. I named the Eight of Wands, "The Incoming Missiles Card!" Communication will be swift and hidden enemies will experience incoming communication missiles! The Minor Arcana represents your choices and actions throughout the realization of your destiny. The Wands represent the spark plugs of the Tarot, the spark of creativity and the birth of an idea. The Wands are oriented toward action, growth and the realization of your dreams. The message from the Eight of Wands: "A sudden burst of energy will clear away all confusion and start everything in motion. There will be swift action, and all the delays in your life will be removed." Astrologically: The Eight of Wands incorporates the...

Thought of the Day

Letting go of a fantasy is the only way to make dreams a reality.

word weave

words on the page make poor substitutes for voices dreams and desires make poor substitutes for feelings sex makes poor substitute for love

thought of the night

"everyone deserves to be looked at like he was the best thing that ever was."

longings, echoes, dreams

Longing a touch, bodies entwined Echos of your voice fill the air The dreams of what could be

perspecticide... or losing your sense of self

Living with an abusive and controlling partner can feel like living in a cult—except lonelier. Victims' ** own viewpoints, desires, and opinions may fade as they are overwhelmed by the abusers'. Over time, they may lose a sense that they even have a right to their own perspectives. This is called perspecticide—the abuse-related incapacity to know what you know (Stark, 2007). Perspecticide is often part of a strategy of coercive control that may include manipulation, stalking, and physical abuse: Deciding how you should spend your time. Abusers make their partners narrow their worlds. Once isolated, it is easy to lose one's sense of self. Doug *** insisted that Val watch him play video games rather than doing what she wanted. He demanded that he be the center of her attention at all times. Gradually she accepted this as an obligation. Corey’s husband only “allowed” her to socialize along with him, with other couples. He did not permit her to leave the house without hi...

Harmony & Balance

Dear G****, ..You arrive at the path where a helping hand aids in restoring balance in your life . . . The Tarot card sixes represent a transition from adversity and loss to harmony and balance. The Six of Pentacles represents charity and helping others. This card is called "The Beggar's Card" in my deck. You may be the beggar or help someone in need. Some beggars really need help, but some are just takers, deceivers and liars. The seeker needs to be careful when choosing someone to help. The Minor Arcana represents your choices and actions throughout the realization of your destiny. The Pentacles represent your desire for material success, good health, and a happy home life. Astrologically, the Six of Pentacles is related to Taurus (earth, stable, stubborn, resists change initiated by others) and Mercury (organized, determined worker, communicates with confidence). Symbolism The Six of Pentacles shows a well-dressed man holding a scale in one hand and giving ...

the midnight hour is here

Do you not know that there comes a midnight hour when every one has to throw off his mask? Do you believe that life will always let itself be mocked? Do you think you can slip away a little before midnight in order to avoid this? Or are you not terrified by it? I have seen men in real life who so long deceived others that at last their true nature could not reveal itself;... In every man there is something which to a certain degree prevents him from becoming perfectly transparent to himself; and this may be the case in so high a degree, he may be so inexplicably woven into relationships of life which extend far beyond himself that he almost cannot reveal himself. But he who cannot reveal himself cannot love, and he who cannot love is the most unhappy man of all. Søren Kierkegaard

beware aware & more

Beware of friends whose good intentions throw you into the lair of your devils--the fair weather friends who don't want to see your pain. Loneliness, the maliciously magnanimous mistress of desires The creator of hungers that will make you turn back to the poisons you had left behind Loneliness, the sorceress of fears She will make you long for the happiness that never was She will cast you into the tumbling repetition of vicious patterns The revival of an obscene, ghastly theater of pain Will yourself into the light of life and the fires of love To keep at bay the luring song of the lonely serpent Whose bite will throw you back to throes of hell.

dream&force&projects

A traveler seeks a destiny-- The roads that lead To the realization of the soul's Deepest forces The dreamer dreams of travels-- The means to reach the heart's Most secret longings Are the nights' accounting to the spirit And I , the dreaming traveler, Seek the words to the song My heart is singing night and day, The force that moves my soul To join the force that moves you

dream fragment

A word, a thought A dream, a touch The smile that melts The gesture to win the heart over The warmth , the gaze Memories of desires burning Bodies gravitate to each other The energy of the spirit's longing

thought before bed

A good memory is worth more than a thousand regrets.. And so the actions the we take or do not take, can only define us for that one instant in time.. We are much more than a fleeting moment But beware repeating patterns.. Hell is waiting at the end of that road

thought of the day

We don't find happiness--happiness finds us... Don't let it go unnoticed... Don't take it for granted!

Thought of the Day

I'm going to sleep understanding that life is a series of bridges for some---and repetitive circles for others Knowing that each end represents the beginning of an even grander, wider bridge That repetitive circles are the definition of hell on earth and will only chip away at the soul I go to bed with my eyes looking at an evwr changing new life; and that the force of my spirit is strengthened by my willingness to. Move forward and forge a brighter energy within with courage and imagination... And that one must leave behind the deaded spirits who dwell in the inertia of their own fears and lack of imagination. Love is greater than all and it's a force that builds and renews... Where there is no love only sadness and frustration dwells

Poem #5

Poem #5 Were I prophet-- The secret in every word Would be my gift to you; The light and darkness of a sound The pen with which to sketch our life. Were I a poet— Indeed I’d make every word A spell to soothe your every longing; My words would draw our destiny On the page. Were I the lover in your dreams— Indeed my heart would swing To sing only for you Every beat weaving a melody To please your restless spirit; My flesh would burn for you. Were I not dreaming, if in fact I am asleep The force that moves my core Would vibrate within each and every string To make the music that feeds my soul To grant me strength to bring the light to you. © 2016

Quote of the Day

Death is more universal than life; everyone dies but not everyone lives. A. Sachs To live loving is living. To settle for anything else, is death.

Siren's Song

The siren’s song calls me. Mistress of my dreams, Her voice reverberates awakening memories. The echo of her song paints my longings. The siren’s song Sings to more than just my desires; It safeguards my fantasies; And keeps burning my fires. The siren’s song Flows as the wind flows Through the darknes of the forest And through the light of my soul

la sirena llama

Me llama la sirena Dueña de los sueños Su voz reverbera despertando recuerdos Su eco despierta mis penas El canto de la sirena Esconde más que el deseo Guarda mis ilusiones Y despierta mi fuego ardiente El canto de la sirena Corre como corre el viento Entre las ramas de un árbol O entre las ansias de mi alma

Thought of the Day

When bodies with incongruent energies come together, they consume eachothers life force until they extinguish eachother.

Non-committal truth

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Even with words, sometimes less is more

Love is in the air

Love is in the air The Lovers Hi G***, Is there something within your relationship that you need to make a decision on? The card of the Lovers implies just what it says…love. Yet there are other areas to this card and whilst it predominantly is seen as being related to your love life it can also hold sway over any area of your life that you are needing to make a decision on. If you are hoping to meet someone new and have drawn this card then there is a good chance that a new lover is about to enter your life. However, on saying this you also need to take into account the cards surrounding it to see if this lover is suitable or not. Strong, supportive cards next to the Lovers are a good sign you are onto a winner. Weaker more negative cards are a sign that you are not. Because this card is associated with the zodiac sign of Gemini you can also look at it as a way to look inwards at your nature. Are you drawn in different directions? Is there something you have been swaying ba...

Word

Sometimes you eat the Lion; sometimes the Lion eats you.

Predators

Psychology Today 6 Things Predators Already Know About You Basic principles of social influence can be twisted for malignant purpose. Charlotte Purdy/Shutterstock Source: Charlotte Purdy/Shutterstock Social psychologist Robert Cialdini has examined hundreds of research studies about compliance and conformity to identify key items about human nature that will “move someone in your direction," and he has delineated six core principles of how to persuade others. He claims that good persuaders “strum strings that are inside all of us.” He says their goal to create attunement, a state of mind that is prepared for the moves that follow. For example, first ask people if they’re helpful, and then ask for their help. They will help because they want to be consistent with their self-assessment. Although Cialdini urges us to use these principles ethically, i.e., to educate and improve, it’s not difficult to see how someone with less lofty goals might exploit them. In fact, t...

Palabrerío

Mi arte está en mis palabras Largas cortas, redonditas y cuadradas De noche recónditas aveces En su vaivén de sonidos Decir por decir es poco Como lo es vivir sin olvido Recuerdos los guardo en jaulas Sin llaves ni ecos fundidos En el arte de palabrear Caben mi amor y su olvido Los llevo pegado en flores En el bolsillo del alma De pronto alguien se encuentre Ese amor que he perdido Tal vez hasta se encuentren El que llevo en mi bolsillo

6-6-6

Repeat Burn burn Repeat The wheel turning And turning The spirit wasting Wasting The soul to ashes The body draining Repeat, repeating Burning Souls casting shadows Waiting

Quote of the Day

"there comes a time when one is no longer impressed with great bodies but with great souls."

We absorb energy from others

SELF-IMPROVEMENTScience Finally Confirms That People Absorb Energy From Others A biological research team at Bielefeld University has made a groundbreaking discovery showing that plants can draw an alternative source of energy from other plants. This finding could also have a major impact on the future of bioenergy eventually providing the evidence to show that people draw energy from others in much the same way. Members of Professor Dr. Olaf Kruse’s biological research team have confirmed for the first time that a plant, the green alga Chlamydomonas reinhardtii, not only engages in photosynthesis, but also has an alternative source of energy: it can draw it from other plants. The research findings were released this week in the online journal Nature Communications published by the renowned journal Nature. Flowers need water and light to grow and people are no different. Our physical bodies are like sponges, soaking up the environment.“This is exactly why there are certain p...

#9

Something pulls the strings To tug at my heart To beat at my soul Something rigs my energy To explode Something is blowings the words That break against the walls That keep me from waking The dreams that disturb my slumber Something too strong for the page Keeps gnawing my body Every night and day Something that is not silence Keeps breaking the sound Of my heartbeat

Quote of the Day

Change is for the brave! Cowards will remain where they are, going back and repeating old patterns, in spite of the fact that they are not bringing them happiness.

Quote of the Day

We manufacture anger to give ourselves the illusion of power when we feel weak and helpless. --Sophie Hannah

Happy ever after... 😈

Hi G***, A lovely card to find in your spread. Joy, fulfillment, mental and physical well-being are all coming to you now. Relationships bring love and happiness, new levels of harmony and intimacy are possible and you are positively radiant! The difficulties of the Eight of Cups have been overcome and it is time to enjoy life and embrace all that now awaits you. All things now work to your advantage, success is found in all your ventures, and rewards are abundant at this time. Make the most of this amazing energy. Embrace all opportunities, pursue dreams, seek out ways to maintain this feeling. Also known as the 'Happy ever after' card, this is a time to see all situations improve.

A quote

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Fragmentation

It's not the day, it's the everyday The flowing energy stronger than my body Feels like it's draining me The everyday of echoes that reverberate Deeper than how I know myself The mind that builds a path The heart that aches to follow The everyday drumming That awakens and feeds my soul

Not just a song

In my solitude.. That sweet song by Billie Holliday The tenuous lyrical voice So much heart in one word Every sound is new and new again The notes tavelling through the air waves Serenade the spirit And create a force That only the bond of love can understand-- It's the prayer of a soul to its mate

Quote of the Day

Let go. You can't control everything. Sometimes you need to loosen your grip on the reigns a little and breathe trust into the timing of your life. Stop trying to plan your life and let life live through you. - projecthappiness.org

Fragment #8

The waters of the body glowing brighter With the sun that breaks your slumber Waves will cast you to the currents That will tow you to the finish line The fire in your heart will burn And light the way Don't let the ghostly echoes Cast you asunder Your voice is clear, as is your light The lonely whispers hiding in the friendly face Will keep you from weaving your destiny-- The trodden road offers no revelation Nor will it exalt your heart.

Fragment #7

If then were, the cloudy word Hiding in the shadow of a zealous moon The light of days reflected through The night The flowing jungle brighter than The sun The force of life riding a wave The air is thicker than the echoes

Quote of the Day

We can't solve problems by using the same kind of thinking we used when we created them. Albert Einstein

Quote of the Day

“We must let go of the life we have planned, so as to accept the one that is waiting for us.”~ Joseph Campbell

Leading with the heart

Hi G***. The Queen of Wands encourages you to conduct yourself with fairness, grace and integrity in all of your dealings with others. The Queen of Wands is creative, expressive and passionate. She possesses strong leadership qualities and elicits respect from others. She's also very worldly and knowledgeable. The Queen of Wands — like all of the court cards in the tarot — can refer to a person, an event or a part of yourself. She embodies the feminine or yin aspects of Fire (wands) energy: warmth, enthusiasm, energy and drive. She's regal and majestic; dynamic and refined; confident and authoritative. The Queen of Wands projects a strong and dignified presence that commands recognition from others. She's magnetic and charismatic, and very likely to stand out in a crowd. She's also gracious, benevolent and kind. In this respect she may seem like a walking contradiction -- but only because she's learned to temper passion with propriety and influence with i...

Nightly Force

The night toils and burns away The energy sifts through the body Pushes and pulls and keeps me awake Drumming and humming its tune And I'm lost in a shapeless nothingness Of words and feelings, of senses and sounds The meaning of which wades in my thoughts And I find myself dreamless Floating in a dry well

My sacred dances

Questions without answers No response, no reassurance The empty moment turns to a Fleeting hour The stagnant pools of words Drained away in fragmented Thoughts that linger, Pulling the trigger that Breaks the spirit The knocking feelings That knock knock knocks The heart to pieces The wandering sounds That stir the sacred worm All make my senses dance And burn the fires

Untitled fragments

Sleepless slumbering nights The clock running away Taking dreams along There's comfort in darkness

Quote of the Day

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Sleepless

I can't sleep My mind is racing I can't sleep My heart's demanding I can't sleep My body is burning I can't sleeo The night's conspiring I can't sleep The words are running I can't sleep A spirit is calling

Today's quote of the day

i do not want to have you to fill the empty parts of me i want to be full on my own i want to fill so complete i could light a whole city and then i want to have you cause the two of us combined could set it on fire Rupi Kaur

The narcissist modus operandi

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Timing, all about timing

Hi G***. You arrive at the path of the fairest in the Land... The Queen of Cups represents the irresistible allure of feminine beauty coupled with the mysteries of unfathomable feelings, a combination exuding almost magical power. Queens represent "The Monumental Timing Cards" or the "Gossip Card" in my deck. The Queens indicate the timing of an event relating to unconditional love, motherhood, fertility, pregnancy, and a fulfilling relationship. Gossip is related to an open enemy who wants to ruin your reputation because he or she is competing with you! The Court Cards represent significant people who will enter your life. The Queen of Cups represents intuition and a woman who is emotional and nurturing. The Queen is older than the Knight and could possibly be married. She is sensitive, passionate, and determined, but leads with her heart rather than her head. Since she is ruled by her heart, she may remain mired in nostalgia and have a problem forgetting...

fragment #5

last night i dreamed a desire the flesh on fire the wanted view of the heart's wishes induced a sleep beyond the rhythms i chased my beloved into the darkness to feel the joy deep in his manliness i wanted nothing more than give him kisses to give him pleasure, to heed his wishes and in this dream my soul awake to chase the the love for which i ache

Fragments

Something weighs me down Blending my spirit With the thick viscosity of an ocean's Depth Something keeps my mind Wandering The flickering images of a dream Reeling my heart Day and night The flowing light blending Into my longings Like a running spring Shaping a river And the falling stars Dressing the night, The vague whispers Of the forlorn moon Keeping me awake Something, something Like holding the sun close To my core Keeps me burning all night Something, something Without words So far away like a distant star But close, so close Like my beating heart © 2016

Ah, just adreaming

I had a dream It made me cry It made my happy Made me sad A dream of love A dream of hope A dream of home A dream of heart And in this dream The waters flowed A child's laughter Your hand in mine A life complete It is the dream I'm chasing after

People & happiness

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Life is too short for bullshit

give me your words burning

Tell me a word, tell me But not just an idle thought; Tell me just one more word Tell me even one word less Speak to me with words of fire And bring floods to my heart; Tell me with your words burning To set my passions on fire Let go of your dark silences With the lingering taste of goodbyes; Give free reign to the light of dreams To cure each and every wound Open, open your body Open your senses Open with flames your desires Open your burning chest Let me penetrate your body With words that feel like coals on fire Let the heat borne from my heart Awaken your deepest desires I want to discover the source Of all your manly desires I want to taste every dream That your fantasies have cast forth I want to sleep next to you And together walk this earth Craft our dreams on the same pillow awaken in the same heaven.

dame tus palabras

Dime una palabra, dime Pero no en un pensamiento Dime una palabra más O una palabra menos. Dime una palabra en llamas Que inunde mi corazón, Una palabra ardiente Que caliente mi pasión. Suelta el silencio oscuro Con sabor a despedidas; Suelta la luz de tu ensueño, Que se cure toda herida. Ábrete, abre to cuerpo Abre todos tus sentidos; Abre en incendio tu deseo, Abre tu pecho enardecido. Déjame penetrar tu cuerpo Con mis palabras de fuego; La candela de mis manos Para moldear tus deseos. Quiero explorar el origen De tus anhelos de hombre; Quiero probar cada sueño Que tus fantasías arrullen. Quiero dormirme contigo Juntos caminar por la tierra, Soñar en la misma almohada Despertar en el mismo cielo.

Desire's power

Ambushed by a desire The day's noon lingers The fires rising The bodies weaving Onto eachother like ropes Knotting together A feeding frenzy Of lips and tongue Eyes burning into eyes Bodies exploring Sensations beyond Mere desire Time's longing Waiting to touch And taste the flesh His breath so sweet Wanting the one who moves rhe heart To beat once more

With Mr Wrong, still?

HEALTH5 Signs You’re In A Relationship That’s Bad For Your Mental Health Power of Positivity POWER OF POSITIVITY “How people treat you is their karma; how you react is yours.” – Wayne Dyer When we enter into a relationship, it should always be good for our mental health. Our sincere hope is that we can share mutual, positive thoughts and feelings with the other person for a long time to come without burden. Much of the happiness that we derive out of a relationship is dependent upon our positive state of mind. Ultimately, the success or failure of any relationship, friendship, courtship, marriage, etc., hinges upon the frequency, depth and quality of interaction that we have with someone else. Eventually our mental state is affected either positively or negatively, depending upon these interactions. Unfortunately, there are many unhealthy relationships. Take divorce for example. While the statistics vary according to the source, about half of all marriages end in divorce (...

Making with words

I can't sing you a song, write you a sonnet or an ode I don't have the words to paint the feelings That keep the whirlwind going The deep, deep blue Where your soul reflects Beyond the echoes of these words-- The rays of light that it casts forth Ignite a fire that bring me closer To understanding the stars I have to start over. Once again I got lost in myself Aiming to retrace my steps-- The light that shines upon the path Still burns bright in my heart. © 2016

Fragmento

Me despierta la noche con sus recuerdos Ilusiones, encantos de vagos días El corazón resalta, la carne hierve Los amores pendientes prenden sus llamas

lost and found

sometimes i lose my words poems get lost in the hullabaloo searching, searching and not finding i lose myself in the wordless void sometimes it seemss meaningful to be lost-- how else would i understand the true meaning of what it is to find a poem when all words have been lost.

Not another day

a Sunday like any other just another day, yet it has remained it covers me like a shroud the encounter of tenacious words that pay tribute to the heart

un dia más

un domingo como cualquier otro undia más, pero se quedo aquí me arropa como una sábana un reencuentro de palabras tenaces que rinden homenaje al corazón

celebration & love

Hi G*** This is the card of celebration, having a good time and generally living as if life is one big party. Birthdays, weddings, engagements, parties… you name it. the three of cups is linked to celebrations and don't worry too much if there is nothing to celebrate because the good mood from social interactions is infectious and you will probably find a reason of your own just to go out and have a good time. Whilst this is a party card you also need to keep in mind that if you overindulge you can end up with a hangover which could quickly turn that party spirit into a headache. Love is also linked to this card so you may wish to keep your wits about you and not drink too heavily and make a bad impression. There is such a good vibe happening here that you don't want to do anything to spoil your luck including giving yourself a hangover. Whatever you are choosing to do there is much happiness around for you especially when others are involved. Grab some friends an...

telling questions

Tell me why does the night wake The dream ignites and the spirit burns Tell me why a memory runs deep A feeling grows, gains volume and dimension Tell me why sensations burn the core And daydreams can still wisk us away Tell me why the light is guiding, The heart glows like a sunset Tell me why voices still echo Their sound will linger theough the day Tell me, tell me, words no longer needed-- The nightly shadow melts away

Casting Spells

I read a poem i wrote once not long ago A time of wishes that weren't wished upon I saw in the poem the makeshift of a dream Of those deep longings only souls can achieve The tic tic tac of the clocking flow Deafening the meaning that the verses hide I know that noise, not within a dream The consternations that have come and gone The ebbing waves from the deepest core Will redeem the faith that was once my own Speak not of alterations to the lines of time The moving force that lies within the heart Will cast the spell to trace the path ahead.

meaningful connection

Loneliness is not the absence of company, activity or even intimacy. Loneliness is the absence of a meaningful connection, our weaved onto other hearts.

fulfillment

You may be on the verge of closing the door on an important chapter in your life right now and preparing to open another. The World card represents a sense of fulfillment, integration and completion as you tie up one cycle and prepare to embark on another. It completes the Fool's journey, and speaks of getting an overview of all you've accomplished as you look at how far you've come, what you have learned and how much you've grown as a person. You could be putting the finishing touches on your resume and applying for jobs, transitioning from undergraduate to graduate schools, tying up loose ends on a project you're ready to launch, completing a self-improvement regimen, putting a failed relationship behind you and getting ready to step back into the dating scene, and so on. The possibilities are endless, but they all have one thing in common -- the focus is not so much about endings as it is new beginnings. The World card says that you're putting somethi...

from dreams we wake

In dreams we may, in dreams we might In dreams the vision, in dreams the sight In dreams the illusion, in dreams confusion In dreams desires that fuel the fires In dreams the voices, in dreams the gestures In dreams the action without distraction In dreams we will, in dreams we wake To build the life where we can't hide

What's in a dream

What's in a dream The longing sensation Of a dream within a dream The voice that reaches out The hand that touches The welcoming bed The words that unite The kiss that seals the longing What's in a dream But a heart speaking to another heart

celebration

Hi G-- You arrive at the big party... The Threes represent three or more people related to your relationship path. The Three of Cups is called, "The Celebration Card" or "The Party Card" in my deck. Astrologically the Three of Cups is related to the Zodiac sign of Cancer (water, domestic, home, mothering) and the planet Pluto (intuitive, mysterious, the keeper of emotional secrets). The Minor Arcana represent your choices and actions throughout the realization of your destiny. The Cups represent your personal outlook with respect to your emotional feelings and your tendency to think with your heart rather than with your head. This includes the connection to love, friendships and relationships which exert such a strong pull on your decisions. You'll be spontaneous or slow in your reactions, depending on what your heart relays to you. My Interpretation of The Three Of Cups Tarot Card The Three of Cups is enumerated three (sum of 1 + 2 = 3). This sum ...

the night, always

It's a night of echoes So many i know i won't fall asleep And the night will glow with the fullmoon shining Short, or perhaps just too long Before twilight finds me waking again From a slumber that never was It's a night of shadows that bounce against these walls of mine So fine, like spider webs And yet so strong they keep the rumbling in Or out, I can't always tell It's a night, those that linger in the palate Like the strongest of drinks Smooth yet burning their way in A night of eternal instants One only those who do not care about time Can appreciate I mighy just let the night drag me along Silently, no words to comprehend The theater of memories closed.

a thought

You can only remember that which was once forgotten

wording

I lost myself in a word and found my self in a dream I dreamed myself in a sound The echo haunting my silence I lost myself in a thought A stream of voices took me into darkness I dreamed myself in darkeness That yielded the light that found me I wrote myself into a poem To find myself lost again

Entre sueños

Anoche cuando dormia Era mi corazón el que hablaba Me decía que te quería Y también que te añoraba Anoche cuando dormía soñaba que sonreías Feliz porque te quería En tus ojos el mar brillaba Y mi corazón te arrullaba Anoche soñé un sin fin de emociones De deseos y de ilusiones; La luna con su brillo encendia Tu cuerpo y el mío que al amor se rendían Anoche fue el mar nuestro fiel compañero El vaivén de las olas hacía más dulce el anhelo De dos seres que a las sombras de un sueño Rompieron silencios para unir sus cuerpos

Moon echoes

Bright is the summer moon that breaks As words fly like mad birds Out of me like lighting Words that glisten on my brow Their echo that slices my throat As waves the light scoops out of A primordial sea to soothe my burning heart The light traces roads again and again Bright with the stars in the sky Opening a path in my very core To let the flooding sea drench my inner most Senses, the wanting willingness to move The light that reverberates in my essence The symphony of strings That have taken the root of my existence Beyond my power, To hold me together Yet break me apart. Everyday I say the word.

cut old anchors and move on to fresh waters

Hi G***, Be very careful how much you share with others at this time. Gossips just love a scandal and your secrets may not remain private if you mistakenly confide in the wrong people. The time has come to assess what no longer works for you. You may need to walk away from a situation or person, knowing that it has to come to an end in order for a new cycle to begin. Although you may feel that you have failed, and you may be exhausted by recent events, the time has come to put all of this behind you. Move on and don't look back. Sometimes we need to let go in order to allow the universe to deliver something new. Do not allow fear, guilt and self doubt to cloud your thoughts. Change does not come unless you make the space for it.

the narcissistic manipulators and the willing victims

I have met these narcissists and their too often Willing victims ... one thng the article doesn't talk much about is how these manipulators will learn your weakness, desires, etc and then use them to manipulate, use and control you emotionally, sexually, financially http://thoughtcatalog.com/shahida-arabi/2016/06/20-diversion-tactics-highly-manipulative-narcissists-sociopaths-and-psychopaths-use-to-silence-you/

change and chaos

There can be no change without chaos. All real change comes as a result of trembling at the foundation of what is...

Quote of the day

“You wanna fly, you got to give up the shit that weighs you down.” ― Toni Morrison

mis palabras

Dejame regalarte un collar de palabras Suaves, dulces palabras con sabor a miel Recuerdos, promesas para que cuelgues En tu cuello fornido Entretejidas van mis palabras Con pedazos de anhelos, Deseos desconocidos que mi corazón esconde Son todas tuyas mis palabras. Anidan en mi en largas ramas que tu corazón me extiende. Estos Diamantes ardientes Son la infusión de mi esencia, Un abecedario de sonidos, Que he labrado para que escuches mi silencio Y alumbren tu espíritu En esas noches oscuras.

Thought of The Day

The only person who can save you is you and the love you have for yourself. Those around you who love you will always nurture your body, heart and spirit and ask for nothing in return

expanding horizons

Hi G***. This week you want to be looking at opportunities that are presenting themselves for you to expand your horizons. You've already made strides toward achieving your goals. And you're also already starting to see the fruits of your labors. Whether this is related to projects in the workplace or momentum you've gained in your personal relationships, you can take a moment to pat yourself on the back for a job well done. But it's also time to look toward the future. The Three of Wands — like all Threes — acts as a bridge between the tension and uncertainty of the Twos and the structure and stability of the Fours. With that in mind you want to think about how far you've come as you plan your next move. You may have recently discovered that you've found your life's purpose. Or you may be just now acting on aspirations that you were too afraid to reach for in the past. Either way, this card speaks of a new burst of inspiration, a second wind, an...

s'il n'exist pas

I feel a void, a feel like my existence is being pulled out of me I feel a force, some nether force is taking something out of my spirit I can't explain An ingredient that gives meaning Is being drained out of me It feels like the essence is depleting Not of my physical life, but out od my life force Something is trying to take the fire out I don't know what it is There is no pain but no joy either Just a body, like an empty vessel

Peace & Tranquility

As water inexorably flows down the mountains into the streams and rivers and then out to the seas and oceans, this ever-flowing element of nature is often associated with peace and tranquility. The Temperance card can represent the peace and tranquility we feel when our life is flowing calmly and happily in the right direction. However, it can often represent a time when we need to balance logic and reason against strife and struggle in order to salvage some harmony. It is your ability to weigh right from wrong, to balance good against bad and to manage the volatile factors in your life that determines how easily you can feel a sense of balance and harmony when the going is tough. When the Temperance card appears in your reading, it can imply that if you have been suffering a challenging time, happier and more harmonious times lay ahead. Peace can be restored and you will regain a tranquil normality to your life again. It can suggest that a greater sense of self-control is re...

Quote of the Day

When love is in excess it brings a man no honor nor worthiness. Euripides, Medea, 431 B.C.

Learning Languages

Daybreak, the lake and the river Are the alphabet of the heart The sounds of the waves And the rustling of leaves When they abandon themselves To the whims of the wind Are the words that our love understands. The symphonies of sunrise and sunset-- The allegro of the yellows and reds, The capriccio of the purples at twilight Are the music that sustains the soul Learn the language of the wind As it moves the waves and the clouds to the heights of ecstasy To feed the energy of the spirit

time of contentment

Hi G***, This is a time of contentment. You feel relaxed, peaceful, quietly confident, and you are attractive to others. Your self confidence is evident to all who meet you at this time. Your life may feel settled and a period of calm and peace lies ahead of you. If you are single, rest assured that others have noticed you and your charisma has not escaped them! Take things slowly and watch events unfold at a natural pace. If you yearn for a quiet and peaceful life, now is the time to BE the energy that you want to attract. Peace was never found by creating drama and reacting negatively to situations. Sometimes the best thing to do is absolutely nothing at all. Just BE. Let go. Allow events to unfold without your intervention. Silence your ego. Breathe deeply. RELAX..........

losings

I lost the paper where I jotted down regrets I lost the feelings that saddened my heart I lost the weight that was breaking my shoulders I lost the maladies draining my body I lost the cloud that darkened my days I lost the people that depleted my energy And in all this losing spree, it is a love that keeps me standing.

lost your ability to love?

Have you ever felt like you’ve lost your ability to love? If so, you’re not alone. Unfortunately, in the gay community, many guys seek solace in artificial affection, often instigated by physical attraction and instant gratification — we love to be lusted after. But why is this affection short lived? In an era when short-term interactions are exceedingly common, thanks to social media, many men don’t stick around long enough to learn how to love, and it takes time to internalize such intimate emotion. By reflecting on relationships that have resulted in real love, we can restore a sense of understanding our emotional capacity to see and show love. To love takes little effort; to be loved is to surrender totally — a scary thought for most men. Is the risk of letting go worth the reward? Self-preservation often prevents us from finding and keeping love. We reduce relationships to satisfy us sexually, a quick means of emotional escape. When sharing ourselves in this way, we protect ...