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A prayer

Let's look at ourselves, the long held mirror Let the joy of love finds its way to our hearts Life is but that one lesson: love and be loved. The spirit shines through the heart May that light leads the way: And may our path be clear. Let's choose the path of love ... consciously! Let no other force interfere.

Ditty of the submissive bottom hole

Long live the bottom holes Gaping centers to relieve your desires They stick to one top or are open to many Can't get erections so nature has given them big asses Submissive and passive, they're at the mercy of tops Or any horny asshole (their stepbrother, for instance or the skanki guidos who live down the block) They love to be smacked, raped and pissed on And will lick your shitty hole clean Worthless as they feel this gives them a high Long live the worthless bottom holes!!! The ones we use to relieve our hard-ons Come one, come all ... just take what you need, Use their ass, their mouth, empty their pockets And just give them good cock Just don't you dare fall in love with this creature All they need is your mean and nasty rendition! Treat them like shit And watch their holes light on fire! Heartless and cold is the botton hole Pretends to be helpless, loving and sweet When hungry for cock These sad, horny creatures It confuses abuse with manly ...

not a love poem

morning burns bright my desires burn brighter the wanting release the hard smooth slick feel the need to feel my cock go deep deep deeper the wanting body against body the sweat man musk smell of arms legs the wet sweet mounds of pleasure the tight feel of a man's darker desires thrusting in out in deep the man moan sweat pleasure beyond, the slick wet neck mouth chest holding the breath to release let go once more twice again bodies slipping bodies

pas de deux

the road ahead seems dauntingly long, too long the road behind but a dream the many steps that are lost, gained, dissolved the turning and turning, the never ending song the marching waltz that ever-so cautiously misses a step a pas de deus of shadow puppets, dry and i look above and below for answers singing my tune for the shadows ah, if only I could dance!

Question and answer

What happened? The wick burned at both ends has lost its flame.

Who is in your life ...

6 Reasons You Attracted the People In Your Life Published September 12, 2012 | By Rosine Caplot This one is for Raymond with Love Do you ever wonder why you attracted into your life those people who are currently a part of it? How come exactly these people, or these types of people, choose to engage with you? Here are 6 factors that could explain why you attracted the people in your life. Your Energetic Signature Your energetic signature is the #1 big reason for everything you attract into your life. Every circumstance, situation and event in your life is there because it matches your energy in some way. This applies to people and relationships as well. Our life is one big reflection of who we are energetically. Who we are energetically depends on a lot of factors, for example: our thoughts and mental focus our emotions our physical body energy, lifestyle and state of physical health the foods we eat the actions we choose to take ou...

The expenditure of moments

The hour, the moment, the day All in one sale of recollected memories Walking the avenues of the same city The streets of the same story The tic tac toc the makes it all seem finite Reminding us of an end the comes And goes too, or so I hear. The end is nothing more but a chance To rewrite the story

Because

The word on the page The page in the book The book in a thought A thought on a feeling A feeling in the senses The senses alive

Word smith

I missed you Today More than any other Day In the last few days Your precense near suddenly far away ... So what to do to bandage the burn A day's day journey away of images Neatly stored in their labelled boxes: "Not for today" "Tomorrow's thought" "For a day of nostalgia" "For missing so-and-so" "Palliative for bad memories" And so on ... the exercise of wordsmithing Polishing my A's and B's and even the W's In an attempt to make it all better Much like those who replay their horror stories In an attempt to handle the memory. How does one forget? I wonder ... And I could start another mini exercise To not look at and to not be burned by The resplandecent fire at my core That eats away my days And nights too!

Rejection, Not!

Today. Today. Unlike other todays. The current flowing. Turbulent atoms. Longing desires. The epiphany of days: Wants, desires misunderstood Fears all to great The tender in all of us Wants to be loved And love

Silence

I thought that I would write. The night does not call for it. There is a silence.

Request

Do not disturb my sleep Go, go away... far away Beyond reason and illusion Let the net of your brotherhood It's passions and traditions Find your peace, such as peace Is understood

To a stranger, once

Hey you. Happy birthday to you The forks on the road, slipping and sliding Lines traced on a map of dreams The clean bends on a path that bifurcates The multiplication of moments, choices again The celebration again, The piñata that hangs, hungrily looked at Intuition tells you what's in it And what is not Go ahead, break it! Packed with hope and sweets! Happy Birthday to you, again.

Cast Forth

Don't wish the day away The hour badly spent Desires ignored The longing voice that calls you It's echo still resounds The wanting willing waiting voice The love that grows Why? Why look away? You're not here for any other reason No, no other can be found No end will come -- the effort lost This isn't a choice

distance

the real distance, the death of it all is not geographic and it's not measurable by chronometers it is the closed heart, the empty heart, the fearful heart, the cowardly heart, where lies true distance to kill the spirit.

questions

tell me, where did you place your courage? where is your will power, your daring spirit? is a full belly and the occasional stand in partner the happiness you seek? Are you happy? can you face yourself in the mirror and claim happiness with certainty? is this the life you dream about? is this the you you dream about? is your heart fulfilled?

It's the weekend

Friday night is reduced to an encounter the tictoctictoc that makes it urgent the lonely hours behind the glass that grow the distinct aroma of a photograph So it is that Friday night is a jello shot time in its liquid form swallowed whole the waiting bed, the morning after, all have been pleasantly forgotten In the now it's only your body and mine the sweet aroma of the longed for other the thrusting pleasure of the fantasy all palliatives to ease the lonely walk home It may be that Saturday too the familiar stranger will allow his companionship prolonging the moment when you face the mirror alone, there you are you and no one else wanting to be wanted; longing for someone out there But fear is easier to keep as partner.

Are you happy?

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Today's need yesterday&tomorrow

What what? What do I need today? There is a need a want a longing If you will What is it the heart needs The body wants The senses long for What? It isn't a host of things It isnt sexual release It isn't a physical thing Like eat drink sleep It isn't ... Simpler than the simplest light The shadow of a thought that dwells It is for mammals elementary I need a someone to hold And to hold me

Obssesors

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Perfection within

Sky stars moon Symbols of an eternity, of infinity Of a God The perfection that we seek Looking yonder past the galaxy Yet it's closer to us than our skin It's constant rhythm a reminder Of love that was and is and is yet to come

Love because ...

We are used to thinking that what we give is the same as what we receive, but people who love expecting to be loved in return are wasting their time. Love is an act of faith, not an exchange. Contradictions are what make love grow. Conflicts are what allow love to remain by our side. Life is too short for us to keep important words like “I love you” locked in our hearts. But do not always expect to hear the same words back. We love because we need to love. Otherwise, love loses all meaning and the sun ceases to shine. ::Paulo Coelho

count

count them count the days that have passed count the love that bursts contained count the grief that goes unheard count the longing that eats your days count the desire that breaks you down count the words that spill over count the drenching hours-your face unseen count waves that run your down count the touch that waits to happen count the fueling burning of the spirit count the many voices that echo in you count the waves that drag your far, far away count the tomorrow that marks the day

New beginnings

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Hi G***. Your card today is the Ace of Cups. This is an exciting card! When you see it in a reading, it means that new love is coming into your life. You are about to go through a journey of the realm of your heart. Aces always signify new beginnings so a new relationship may begin, or you may find a new source of love, comfort and joy in your life. Sometimes this card can also signify new life, such as the conception of a long awaited baby, or finding a new lease on life with a positive change or awakening of a new passion. With the Ace of Cups, the feelings are very pure but powerful. The emotion is like a burst of natural energy. This is because true love is the strongest energy that exists and it is eternal. The card depicts Aphrodite, the goddess of love. The cup she holds in her hand symbolises the womb and the water symbolises fertility. What new and exciting love is coming into your life?

The FWB prison

Good sex and things in common are necessary in a relationship; but, a relationship cannot be built just on good sex and things in common ... while those two things are important, it is respect, common affection, love, kindness & support that will provide the emotional ingredients needed to build a sustainable relationship ... many find themselves trapped in relationships where sex and shared activities and friends are the main ingredients yet do not understand why they are unhappy, lonely, unfulfilled ... hoping for more year after year and hitting the same wall of disappointment.

Awakewake

Awake in my my night watch Watching the the clock Thoughts turning and burning Awake again in the feeling something gained or lost Awake the hours gathered to dust The time that mounts the clock that breeds thoughts Awake awake in an unsyncopated tune of shoulds

why why

the why I fell for you is clear, at least now it wasn't because I find you sexy or because I sensed something beyond the physical or because I there is something in me that draws me to you and something in you that pulls me it wasn't because I find your intelligence sexy or because the way you move turnes me on or because the way you talk captivates me or because of the many other reasons I could name no, none of those ... it was and is a more selfish reason it is because the way you are made me change and opened a whole new worl to me, because I worried about you more than anyone else because your happiness means more to me, because I stopped feeling so lonely ...

Thought of the day

Suffering comes from resistance to reality.

A dream to daydream about

In a dream of far away places Rocks by a deserted beach There I found you perched on the rocks The sun was shining on you And you too bright like the sun I climbed up to reach you I feared you would disappear before me There you sat and I next to you Nothing was said You shared the pineapple you were eating It was sweet and juicy and refreshing You held my fingers as we it And we leaned on eachother Far below a group wandered by the shore. The ocean's mist and the sun's warmth.

Quote of the Day

Every moment of our existence is a choice between moving forward or giving up. ::Paul Coelho

Growing means moving forward

Backup plans can help you sleep easier at night. Backup plans can also create an easy out when times get tough. You will work a lot harder and a longer if your primary plan has to work because there is no other option. Total commitment--without a safety net--will spur you to work harder than you ever imagined possible. Then, if somehow the worst does happen (although the "worst" is never as bad as you think), trust that you will find a way to rebound. As long as you keep working hard and keep learning from your mistakes, you always will. ----------------------- Familiarity creates comfort. But comfort is often the enemy of improvement. If you have a great opportunity and the only thing holding you back is the thought of moving, move. If you want to be closer to family or friends and the only thing holding you back is the thought of moving, move. If you want to be closer to people who think and feel and act like you, move.

Moving forward

Let your hands grab more than desired Attack the uncertainty of destiny with the strength of horses Fight for what's desired with your implacable will Conquer your heart of hearts with your poet's passion Win over the object of your desires with your sexual energy Nurture love with the energy your spirit And remember your gentleness carries the force of an eagle.

próximos pasos

coge en tus manos más que un deseo agrede el destino incierto con la fuerza de un caballo batalla por lo que quieres con tu voluntad implacable conquista el corazón de corazones con tu pasión de poeta vence el deseo anhelado con tu imponente atractivo cultiva el amor con la fuerza de tu espíritu

what is enough

to dream to fantasize to want is not enough the fleeting memory of your scent is not enough your breath remembered indeed is not enough to think of you, your face, your eyes is not enough the fantasy of my lips on yours is not enough possessing you in countless fantasies is not enough the energy that you project and wakens me is still not enough I want to see hear touch feel your face voice body warmth to know the enough my body hungers for the enough my heart desires the flame our spirit can ignite That! might be enough ...

... on path

Hi G***. The Nine of Wands comes to call to remind you that everything you need, you have...within. Your journey has been long, there has been much to overcome, and much joy. You on the final stretch, and still it feels as if you will not make it, there are new obstacles, and doubts. The nine of wands brings you strength and determination. The nine of wands reminds you that you are on path and to let your heart lead the way. You are surrounded by love and you need only ask for what you need and be open to receive. Help is always here when you ask for it. The nine of wands also requires you to look deep within, to let go of the fear and to trust in your soul, to trust in your heart, you know the way . You have been working very hard to reach your goal. There has been many setbacks and many victories. Along the way you have shed many illusions and open yourself to new ways of thinking and seeing. You have expanded so much that you hardly recognize the person you were when all this bega...

unsexy poem

in the play of words that is my life you have become akin to the grammar the twists and turns in many a sentence are marked by your many road signs ellipsis suspension points coma colon period semicolon return the run-on sentences that punctuate my thoughts the other me, "the one that is not in the verse" running amok in the streams of consciousness and there, one of your dams pools in the stanza.

Quote of the Day

"To walk in solitude is not a bad thing at all; bad is to be in the company of others and to feel lonely and alone." ::José Villa

A simple test

An embrace based on love can happen without touch Its electrifying, pure charging energy An embrace based on lust always has to be physical Although it feels good to the senses it can drain away your energy Ask yourself "How does my lover make me feel?" Are you charged or drained?

A Quote

true love: you want your partner's happiness. (person) false love: you want your partner. (object) "Paul Coelho"

Elements of soul mates

The 10 Elements of a Soul Mate {According to Dr. Carmen Harra} 1. It’s something inside. Describing how a soul mate makes you feel is difficult. It’s a tenacious, profound and lingering emotion which no words can encompass. 2. Flashbacks. If your partner is your soul mate, chances are he or she has been present in your past lives. You might even feel an odd sense of déjà vu, as if the moment in time has already taken place, perhaps a long time ago, perhaps in a different setting. 3. You just get each other. Ever met two people who finish each others sentences? Some people call that spending too much time together, but I call it a soul mate connection. You might experience this with your best friend or your mother, but it is the telltale sign of a soul mate when you experience it with your partner. 4. You fall in love with his (or her) flaws. No relationship is perfect, and even soul mate relationships will experience ups and downs. Still, that bond will be much harder to break. So...

wording

the word is indeed the master of the artifice a reality is created by groupings of letter by sounds, by a noise that we project and none of it, none! has anything to do with the heart ... they can interpret, they can allude to but never the experience of the heart.

Thought of the Day

Blindness is not measured by what we cannot see but rather by what we refuse to see. ::Spanish Saying

Quote of the Day

Love is a savage force. If we attempt to control it, it destroys us. If we attempt to capture it, it turns us into slaves. If we attempt to understand it, it leaves us lost and confused. ::Paul Coelho

sleeplessness

the long long dawn with its forces the energy that invaded the images that would not let up the almost violent presence the waking dreams, the change of heart the healing hands that reached in the infusion of energies the love that thickened the air

Why awake

Why, why awake in the still night The momentum ceased, the words gone by The fantasy that ends in nothingness The spirit that dwells within is weeping

Dark energies that cling

today I attended a lecture on spiritual development ... one of the topics was the obsessor spirits--actually more the people who carry obsessor spirits, unknowingly bring them into your house or expose you to them ... these spirits once left behind will cause tensions, conflict, depression and illness on those exposed to them. However, these spirits will linger only if they find like energies or when they find spiritually weak and susceptible hosts to cling to ... these energies tend to be problematic for those who are sensitive to misdirected energies ... People who carry these spirits usually have a host of negative qualities that may or may not be readily apparent ... among them envy, vindictiveness, anger, hostility and are usually charged with negative sexual energy--sexual energies that are void of affection or creative release and are usually translated to hostile or aggressive behavior -- rapists and sexual/emotional abusers tend to have a surplus of this energy

Quote of the Day

"We can also allow our soul mate to pass us by, without accepting him/her, or even noticing. Then we will need another incarnation in order to find that soul mate; and, because of our selfishness, we will be condemned to the worst torture humankind ever invented for itself: loneliness." ::Paul Coelho

Another today

today is or was a day like any other, but not the echo of past silences reverberated too loudly every thought and memory was magnified every need and desire took shape every word took refuge in far recesses my trusty companions became specters intangible, the day was an eternity of memories.

How time

what marks a lifetime? only the heart can tell how do you measure a life? not by a detailed inventory of things or the ever increasing agenda of days, months and figures but by the fleeting moments where you loved and were loved if measured so, it's an eternity.

Nothing is ever lost

Nothing is ever really lost, or can be lost, No birth, identity, form--no object of the world. Nor life, nor force, nor any visible thing; Appearance must not foil, nor shifted sphere confuse thy brain. ::Walt Whitman Nothing is ever lost, indeed all is transformed, sublimated, absorbed, purified everything evolves but never lost the energy that drives the source may shift but it can't be dissolved nor destroyed we may choose markers to invite a memory but it is only our need for sequence, for the linear the time driven scope, the suns and moons, it is only that need which creates beginning and end

mentiras piadosas

con el tiempo se olvida todo el corazón regresa a su estado original la memoria lo limpia todo los recuerdos se desvanecen la llama se apaga las cenizas se van con el viento vuelve a arder la pasión volvemos a querer

black angels

the imagination can be their fertile ground fears and unknowns can design the most delicious artifices void of a reality, they thrive on conjectures and insecurities sometimes under the guise of logic or intuition they build illusory truths that defy reason it is hard, one must admit, to keep a heart on track when we let them run amok

Quote of the Day

We all fall into traps every now and then. The problem is that some fall in love with the trap. :Paulo Coelho

Just a thought

... to respond to another thought ... or energy Bullshit ... that's just emotional cowardice! We can't listen to relationship advice coming from the lonely, the forlorn or the horny ... worthy advice comes from those who are or have been in long-term fulfilling relationships

The other

Love is not found in another; it is within us. But to awaken it, we need that other." :Paulo Coelho

Spiritual journey

The Hierophant Is The Spiritual Teacher Or Shaman That Will Help You Through The Most Challenging Times Of Your Life... The Story About Chiron In Mythic Tarot, and Greek Mythology, you meet Chiron (the wounded healer). Chiron was born a centaur (half horse and half man). In legend, before Chiron was born, Saturn fell in love with a sea-nymph named Philyra, and they had an affair. Philyra and Saturn turned themselves into horses, and became incognito to others because Saturn was married. Later, Philyra became pregnant and delivered a bastard child named Chiron. She was so ashamed of Chiron because he was born a centaur (half horse and half man) that she abandoned her child and Chiron grew up alone, in isolation. Chiron holds a scroll in his hand that represents the education and wisdom he was going to achieve in his lifetime and the white light represents the blessing of his education and how he was going to become a gifted healer and help others. Instead of growing up to be a sav...

states

desirous lonesome longing loving lustful wanting demanding controlling gentle communicative understanding sympathetic indifferent physical romantic sentimental pursuing conquering aggressive dominant

Quote of the Day

"Love chooses you, you don't choose love. Chasing it doesn't work. It happens naturally." :Paulo Coelho

Quote of the Day

"What hurts the spirit is a life without meaning." :Paulo Coelho

I am yet not

I am not the words, the dot on the page The wisdom of yore that takes shape I am not even the thought that drives Even less so the desire that overtakes I'll admit to the heart on this occasion Bruised and battered -- aching, wanting The love that logic failed, flung by ire Renewed, I leave the shadows in between. Beyond the projection where conjecture lies Is the spirit that pushes me forward I am that understanding of me, of you That floods the body, the thoughts The light that brightens and burns, A composite of fire and ice.

Moving on

to move forward takes but one thought the need to move is inherent in us all like the need to dream and grow and be it is all part of what makes us human just like the need to love and to be loved to feel secure in the presence of the loved one to know where their heart stands and that it stand with yours that is what makes us human anything less and we are cheating ourselves of living the life that we should ... love is a great force and can only grow with love and all that we do and dream and cast forth grows with it ... and so we need to find our love to grow along with ... all else is meaningless.

it was just a dream, just a dream

walking flirting laughing touching loving kissing wanting doing caring but alas, t'was just a dream, just a dream

game of throes

I know of people who spend a life attached to some one ... giving it their best, bending their will to the other's pleasures, saying the things they have been told that the other wants or likes to hear (usually by well meaning friends who know the couple well) ... changing behavior to appear to be the thing they desire (again at the advice of friends) ... playing all the roles in and out of bedroom that they know this person wants them to play ... all that effort yet know that the person's heart has never and will never belong to them ... at best, they will get the person's companionship and their commitment and maybe their gratitude and maybe even their faithfulness ... but never their heart ... that must be a painful way to live and love ... to spend life with someone out of fear and habit and never know love must be painful when one looks back at ones life

Quote of the Day

The worse way to miss someone is to feel close to them yet know that their heart will never be yours. Gabriel Garcia Marquez

will ingness

i will not not not i will willingly not not i will not i will, will will will not not not will is the will that wills the will won't in another case

don't ask me

don't ask me why why not is more accessible there are no becauses to pander to your questions there is an impetus in all that moves us beyond regard the thought that drives the body the brain that triggers bolts to move you the consumption of particles required to ignite or extinguish a desire, the image that makes the heart move the shadow that is our destiny it's all indestructible energy.

let the universe

so in string theory there are these things called particles-- one dimensional objects called strings that exist in spatial dimensions the theory of everything that could quite possibly explain the universe of course there is the question of energy, the flow of energy the source of energy, its connection to all, it omnipresence it's fluidity between dimensions, tying it all, holding it all together the proverbial sea of matter and anti-matter, as it were the mystery of mysteries ... and yet, so everyday, so common, move your hand and there are millions of energy reactions that happen from withing your brain, to your arm, to the air particles, the particulates the atomic and subatomic miniscule the beat of the heart, the thought that moves, it's all energy incompatible force that drives us, connects us together or apart ... find its source, I dare you you can't extinguish it!

The wrong love

In love with a narcissist? Be forever unhappy, for ever in a state of anxiety .... a case of "in-traumatic stress syndrome" Simply put, there's no kind of relationship one can have with a narcissist other than a confusing, gut-wrenching, and addictive one. The troubling characteristics of the narcissist induce an abuse-prone relationship dynamic so skewed that the narcissist extends gestures of love and physical affection on his terms only, forcing his partner into an overall state of submission and insecurity. If you've ever experienced a close relationship with a narcissist or are in a relationship with one now, you know how insidious and overwhelming the process of loving a narcissist really is. Read the full article here: http://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/insight-is-2020/201404/i-love-narcissist-now-what

Eyes opened

Sometimes the night catches me with eyes opened The dreams converge and spill into my waking state And I see the night flow by Intent in catching them The might have beens mix with the would haves And the now is all a jumble of nothingness