what&what

“Did you ever get the feeling that you wanted to go,
But still had the feeling that you wanted to stay,
You knew it was right, wasn't wrong.
Still you knew you wouldn't be very long.
Go or stay, stay or go,
Start to go again and change your mind again.
It's hard to have the feeling that you wanted to go,
But still have the feeling that you wanted to stay.
Do, re, mi, fa, so, la, si, do.
I'll go.
I'll stay.”
― Jimmy Durante

sometimes i feel like i want to,
even my heart tells me so
but everyone tells me i shouldn't
and so i refrain

and sometimes i know that i shouldn't
even my heart tells me so
but everyone tells me to do it
and so i give in

and everyday i look at myself
and i listen to the beating of my heart
and i wonder why it sounds empty
but no one is around.

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