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color fragmentations

is it blue, the color of remembrance, sky blue, baby blue the many colors of a rainbow become the reflections of love; the past too has a color, the hue of infinity blends with an echo and the reverberance of every heartbeat takes the color of the midday sun the colors of the sounds of words burns in the midnight sky the sound of my voice, your voice, is the golden red of a winter morning streams of the spirit's light create the spectrum of feelings-- the energy of love and affection, the force of desire and longings all these blend in bursts of atoms and electrons against the sun's rays. (C) Gustavo Adolfo

The Heartfelt Decision

Hi G***. You arrive at the path of making a heartfelt decision... The Ace of Swords controls your relationship path and represents where you are headed (new beginning, ending) because an important decision was made. Astrologically, the Ace of Swords incorporates the energy of the air signs. Gemini (keeps one step ahead), Libra (balances relationship contracts), Aquarius (needs stimulation and change to stay happy). The Ace of Cups astrological relatives are the planets Mercury (the speed with how you gather information and think), Venus (the morning and evening star that guides you to higher ideals), and Uranus (the unpredictable planet of the future). The Winter Solstice represents the beginning of the "Suit of Swords." The Minor Arcana represents your choices and actions throughout the realization of your destiny. The Swords usually indicate a struggle or conflict, or a possible decision that you'll need to make about separating from past attachments. There i...

los ganadores

"I will still be in his life after you're long gone..." La brisa arrastra los últimos ecos No importaron ganas, deseos ni intenciones-- De esas nadie vive y menos aún, muere No se materializaron sentimientos-- El amor no vale ni un centavo, ni cero! Fue una vaga memoria la estampa final Olvido olvido olvido es el único recurso Ganaron aquellos con el corazón lleno de odio, resentimiento y envidia Olé!

i knew a man

I once knew a man, beautiful in his body From his lips passion cast forth And were his eyes the oceans waves The light of life in him took repose I knew a man once, the essence of a child was his treasure And life did spring evergreen in his every move The sensous swerve of a soul beyond this world I once knew a man, his thoughts broke through every wall The matter that extended beyond a time or place The strength of his senses burning so that only love could ever contain them I once knew a man who could not see the man I saw A unique spirit with a force beyond the senses The gift of life in soul, body and mind I once knew a man, lost in his search.

Thoughts...

Only parts of us will ever touch only parts of others — one’s own truth is just that really — one’s own truth. We can only share the part that is understood by within another’s knowing acceptable to the other — therefore so one is for most part alone. As it is meant to be in evidently in nature — at best though perhaps it could make our understanding seek another’s loneliness out. Marikyn Monroe

The Beauty Pageant

Hi G***. You arrive at the path of the beauty pageant. The path of the Lovers represents making the right choices, which may be the union of two people bonding together as one. Have you ever made a choice based on sexual desires or fantasies and faced the consequences because of your compulsion? Did you ever engage in a love affair or end up in a love triangle and get hurt because your partner chose the other person? You lost the beauty pageant! The Major Arcana Represents Major Life Lessons: If the Lovers comes out as the first card of your reading, you might be in a hurry because you feel that you have met your soul mate. You need to slow down and not jump into anything since you do not want to make the wrong choice. If the Lovers appears as the outcome card, in a positive position, you will make a decision between what you really want and desire and what is right for you. You will not be in a hurry to make this decision. The Beauty Pageant: In Greek Mythology, you meet the ...

double whammy

Hell is repeating the same unfulfilling action over and over and over; and insanity is expecting a different result at the end of each repetition.

Thought of the Day

In our search for love, we will find many false detours ... if we let ourselves be seduced by any one of these detours, we will hit a dead end at the end of the road.

sleepless dreams

Sleepless night of sleeplesd dreams The dreams that end on an endless sea The dreams of sand and of breaking waves The longing sun burns and the parting clouds Sleepless nights in the waking day

show me

show me the streams that lead to you help me understand the sounds of the wind show me the path that leads to your heart tell me the meaning of its every beat show me the light that covers your spirit the light that I see deep in your eyes show me the world that you carry in your soul the world that we share when we close our eyes show me the fires that burn through your body the fires that keep me awake every night.

Quote of the Day

“Adversity is like a strong wind. I don't mean just that it holds us back from places we might otherwise go. It also tears away from us all but the things that cannot be torn, so that afterward we see ourselves as we really are, and not merely as we might like to be.” ― Arthur Golden, Memoirs of a Geisha

story time II

Tell me a story of dreams to come A new mythology of love and desire Let the longings of heart and mind Create the archetypes for a new history Let's project a new light to draft our reality Find the roots of a union beyond body and mind Tell me a story, the one you have drafted The story you keep deep, deep in your heart Oh tell me a story beyond the fears of your mind.

beyond&

i want to touch you beyond a dream beyond the illusions etched on a page i want to touch you beyond a fantasy that burns burns deep within the body i want to conjure you with a desire bring you close, closer than just a memory i want to love you beyond the energy that charges the hours of all my days

Yes, No, Maybe So

I think I'm the wrong recipient of this reading .... Hi G***. You may be dealing with feelings of loneliness and isolation this week. You may have a hard time seeing what's right in the world around you as you find yourself focusing on what's wrong. The Five of Cups is a difficult card. It can indicate a sense of feeling left out or left behind. You may feel like you're all alone in the world, like you haven't got a friend, or like you've been shut out by those you love. The Five of Cups can indicate a sense of loss or disillusionment. A betrayal. Feeling rejected or dismissed. This can be especially painful when it involves a relationship, and may even elicit feelings of anger or rage. So often we hold onto something that didn't make us happy in the first place. Perhaps it's because we're afraid to be alone. Or it may be because we've learned to associate love with pain, or because we've gotten used to being unhappy. The Five o...

observation

Everyone has an opinion about what makes you happy and about when you have been happy! Yet no one knows your heart's desires, what makes you happy or when you have been happy. Do they know you're really good at pretending... and that you're far from happy?

not my interior monologue

i forgot that i didn't remember what i wanted i remember that i wanted, actually i needed, something that my heart desires briefly, just briefly, some desire blocked my thoughts and i forgot that what i wanted was more than just the lust satiated my heart reminds me again and again me that it is lonely but i keep moving, moving ... action action What this one says sounds right (but she's lonely) What that one says is right too (but he's lonely too) What they say sounds right, but they're alone and lonely too! am I right? I'm sure lonely ... and alone!

what&what

“Did you ever get the feeling that you wanted to go, But still had the feeling that you wanted to stay, You knew it was right, wasn't wrong. Still you knew you wouldn't be very long. Go or stay, stay or go, Start to go again and change your mind again. It's hard to have the feeling that you wanted to go, But still have the feeling that you wanted to stay. Do, re, mi, fa, so, la, si, do. I'll go. I'll stay.” ― Jimmy Durante sometimes i feel like i want to, even my heart tells me so but everyone tells me i shouldn't and so i refrain and sometimes i know that i shouldn't even my heart tells me so but everyone tells me to do it and so i give in and everyday i look at myself and i listen to the beating of my heart and i wonder why it sounds empty but no one is around.

coin toss

No coin toss The velvety touch The on and off switch To secure the moment The smooth, calm current The regrets life after Never ask for whys, the logical dream The desirous knocking to a lock clad door The incessant longing for a heart That time and again yields satisfaction Yet never fulfillment Seek, seek and ye shall find! Your innermost fear leads the way To the hollow ground When love, love love Is norhing but a nuissance to the task.

in dreams is love

In dreams is love The countenance offear to ashes brought The fuller moon Bright, round, above the water By name a promise breaks a spell Awakening all feeling, desire The long to touch, to taste The fear distracted by a light by your surrender I become conquered By my surrender the unspoken conquered Alas it was a dream that a dream conjured Beyond the distances we weave in solitude

the dream in question

i think i saw you in a dream time and place and can't describe of the many yesterdays that make today the dream-in-day reflected morrows the come and go, the lows and highs the waking sense, the wishing hours the nightly shadows and windy echoes conjured memories of a dreaming demon the angel's spells erased the footprints that brought me back, or cast me forth in slumber the dream in fact was a reality the sort that brings us to the fires.

Quotes of the Day

The best thing you can do is master the chaos in you. You are not thrown into the fire. YOU ARE THE FIRE. ::Mama Indigo Fear does not prevent death. It prevents life. :: Naguib Mahfouz

virgo on the move--universe moves

All your secrets should be out in the open now. The aspect today implies that changes have already begun in the area of expanding your mind and your heart. The surprises that arrive can often come as a shock. Yet this can be used as an awakening of some sort that places you on a creative journey, promising loads of adventure - including an exciting new romance. Indiana Jones, move over! Your creative side is out in force, with upbeat energies encouraging you to showcase your abilities. Although Jupiter continues retrograde in Virgo, it's worth going ahead even if the fruits of your labors show up later. At the same time, you may be eager to make a fresh start regarding health and wellness matters. If you're having trouble deciding what's best for you, consider hiring a personal trainer who can help you reach your goals and avoid any pitfalls.

Growth and Awareness

Hi G*** You arrive at the path of initialization . . . of new beginnings, of nurturing the growth of awareness, of realizing the benefits of self-care and the use of material objects. The Court Cards represent significant people who will enter your life. The Tarot card Pages, youngest of the court cards, represent the growth of possibilities. The Pentacles represent your desire for material success, good health, and a happy home life. The Page of Pentacles, depicted as a youngster, is wise beyond his years. He is serious, hardworking and responsible. He represents a messenger, delivering ideas, seeds with great potential. As with all seeds, these ideas need careful attention to survive their fragile beginnings. Triptolemus, The Mythic Tarot Page of Pentacles Sons of King Celeus, Triptoemeus and his two brothers were witnesses to Hades' abduction of Persephone. When the distraught Demeter arrived in Eleusis in the frantic search for her daughter, Triptoemeus re...

The cyclical honeymooners

A second layer of reasons for why people stay in abusive relationships is uncovered by learning about the so-called "cycle of abuse." In a typical instance of domestic abuse (where one partner is abusive towards the other), abuse tends to occur periodically (cyclically), rather than constantly (all the time). There is no clear beginning to the cycle of abuse, but for purposes of describing it, we can start at an arbitrary stage along its progression. Something event occurs, whether real or only imagined by the abuser, that generates feelings of anger or even rage. These feelings then lead to the second stage of the cycle, which is where the actual abusive behavior occurs. Such behavior may be verbal, physical, emotional/mental, or sexual in nature. If the cycle stopped here and stayed constant, most victims would find it very easy to leave and not endure abuse for long periods of time. However, shortly after the abusive event occurs, the abuser frequently expresses remorse o...

story time

tell me a story, the wishing wells the sleight of mirrors to cast reflections tell me a story, the blue, blue sky the deep, deep ocean beyond your eyes tell me a story, the wandering clouds the streaming words that fuel my dreams tell me a story again and again beyond the day dreams that spark my spirit tell me a story, one without words the one that echoes when I close my eyes

short fragments

Energy synergy The revolution of mind body & heart In and out, the specter of the senses Silences bring an end without beginning And the footprint of an intention is washed away There was a light, the lingering heat The syntax of a language all its own A cadence unlike any other An unrehearsed yet synchronized dance