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virgo love today

The planetary alignment can bring mixed signals with regard to love. Remember: we're not the same; we're all unique individuals. Everyone has different values and ways of expression. This is how we learn from each other. Find the spark, the creative link that you share with your significant other. If that link is strong, it should hold together through many storms. Take a gamble on love on those high seas!

muddle%

Awake, awake the listless fingers dully browsing through the faces of strangers clicking noises keeping the heartbeat silent facing the screen to not think clickitty click clack facing the night again in one long, lonely run on sentence of desires abandoned to the imagination and yet another profile goes by the one-sided strangers seeking satisfaction of dick dick and more dick as I wade through memories unfolding wanting, waiting to open my eyes to a dawn that lingers hiding in the shadows watching me from afar the day is but a closing of and opening of the eyes Again

wording

if and but then motion reason action destination expectation negation incantation absolution machination adoration negotiation proposition resolution

Trust, take it or leave it

" ... be sure about your feelings ... because if you crack that shell and you change your mind, she'll die of loneliness before she trusts someone else ... " Bones, season 5, episode 1 yeah, it's all about trust ... how we let people into our hearts hoping that they will be true to it ... and they either are and reciprocate, or they step in and don't get it, or they step in and step all over the heart ... but I have found that sometimes people are so shut off to their own emotions that they don't know how to open up their own heart and so will reject, in little ways, what is being offered, even though they want it but can't bring themselves to admit it or don't quite know how to trust or open their own heart ... or they appear to open their heart--but not quite, and create obstacles for the people who love them--thus their little ongoing rejections ... sometimes they unknowingly sabotage what they desire with their many rejections ... and the gift i...

Rumination #02

brief whispers bear my words -- the very essence of a blossoming tree lives in the ignoble seed so my words blown away into a faraway land take with them the fire that moves me.

sometimes&always

sometimes a fantasy makes palpable reality the fleeting sensations of love and desires trace their lasting line upon the flesh with an energy reaching beyond mere imagination sometimes a fantasy is more that just a wish it exist in a realm beyond reason and understanding the dimension where souls join to become one force the communion of the senses, of love, lust and desire sometimes there's a spark that brings bodies together the projection of fantasy against the background of reality souls that reach the union of force, energy and matter to find unity in the convergence of a time & space continuum

fragmentation

the fragmentation of thoughts that start the beating heart that moves the mind that examines and censors the stream of words that run and form pools of ideas that linger, grow, flower

fragment&7

something does disturb my being, a deep feeling awakens in me something moves my spirit--someting, something disturbs my heart I get lost in the daily toil of the days--lost in the coming and going of the moment the routine can't satisfy my silence--my sleeping soul awakens with a longing that I've pretended to leave behind in the monotony of being something, something hurts in the depth of my being--an unreachable place an emptiness grows larger and consumes me ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- algo turba mi ser, un sentimiento recóndito se despierta algo mueve mi espiritu--algo, algo disturba mi corazón en lo cotidiano del día me pierdo; me pierdo en el vaivén del momento la rutina no alcanza a abastecer mi silencio-- mi alma adormecida se despierta con un ansia que pretendí olvidar en la monotonía algo, algo duelo muy dentro-- en un lugar inalcanzable, un vacio que se extiende y me consume

what&what love desires

desire, desire, lusting & love desire, desire, the scavenging worm the force that builds, the force that destroys the sinuous bending of force body spirit that eats away at my gut, my heart my mind the light that burns to shine is love desire desire & casting forth love the body that dances to the beat of the heart the longing of dreams, fictions of memory the feeding energy that reflects it all desires wants lust, love longings muddling the very existence of body the force that gives life to the soul the light that draws the shape of the world the love that casts desires and lust

ripples in time

ripples in time, unrealized realities materialized dreams. ripples in time are more than illusions the weigh and volume of intuition. ripples in time, reflections of desires that shine faraway like the sun on the waves. ripples in time can build a new path the old cast as new, possibilities abound.

fragmento &7

algo turba mi ser, un sentimiento recóndito se despierta algo mueve mi espiritu--algo, algo disturba mi corazón en lo cotidiano del día me pierdo; me pierdo en el vaivén del momento la rutina no alcanza a abastecer mi silencio-- mi alma adormecida se despierta con un ansia que pretendí olvidar en la monotonía algo, algo duelo muy dentro-- en un lugar inalcanzable, un vacio que se extiende y me consume

Quote of the Day

Neruda wins again ... I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close. Pablo Neruda,

The Impartial

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Hi G***. Although he is honest and principled he can also be extremely demanding and critical, even to those closest to him. His expectations are high for his loved ones. You will know that you are dealing with someone who can be trusted and relied upon, but sometimes you may find yourself longing for more of an emotional connection. There may be times in your life when this King's energy is exactly what is needed. He offers solid impartial advice, he is meticulous in his work and pays very close attention to everything that is going on around him. He may appear 'cold' but sometimes a clinical approach is exactly what is needed. Allow him to show you how he can enhance your life.

writeagain&

i write, write myself into a silence the explosive words that numb the mind the softness of the words that lull the heart the bright light of those that tinge the soul words have in fact become alter ego, an enemy of sorts that wades through reason and sifts through emotions ever so lightly, it's venom like a dye that leaves its hue behind I want to take control again of all my words, my silence burns beyond the echos of a voice whose timber clings to my very soul. The clickitty clack clack of the keys ceremoniously translating the singing void that these, my words project I start again because, because these ashes burn!

zodiac karma

Your love horoscope for December 17, 2015 Your intuitive abilities should be higher than usual today. A current or potential love partner might be experiencing intense feelings for you - and you could well be picking it up psychically. This might take you completely by surprise. How are you feeling? If you're feeling the same way, make the most of it. The planetary alignment bodes very well for love and romance for you today. Go for it!

love's doing

I can't sleep, the empty thoughts The flying tigers haunting the night My heart's unrest keeps me awake-- The leaves that dress love's tree I can't sleep, besieged by voices The echoing phantoms of love's unrest In moments the turbulent emotion Breaks down the walls of my loneliness I weave my shroud to bring me rest This moments vigil A castle cast forth by love's desire Erected, yet stands untouched A vision of a destiny unmoved

Life, or something like it

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Life is too meaningful to spend it with the wrong people.

Boundaries ...

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Dear G***: The Seven of Wands — like all Sevens — refers to a dilemma that is not going to be easily reconciled. The question is: Do you take the easy way out? - in this case giving in to the masses and compromising your own integrity - Or do you hold your ground and risk further alienating your detractors? The Seven of Wands speaks of a need to be more alert, guarded and cautious, rather than accepting things at face value. You may face opposition from others — in the form of competition or outright resistance. You may feel attacked or ganged up on. You may also have to reconcile a “me against the world" attitude before it turns into a chip on your shoulder. You're going to have to use discipline, strategy and cunning to see yourself through. But rather than fighting off someone trying to unseat you, you may be fighting off your own urges to see the grass as greener on the other side. There are issues with boundaries present in this card as well, an...

Quote of the Day

You will never be able to escape from your heart. So it is better to listen to what it has to say. ::Paulo Coelho So simple, and yet not--when we've had stories running through our mind .... it's a trust that experience builds

what's in a dream?

what's in a dream, the projection of a desire what's in a dream, the realization of a feeling what's in a dream, the focused visions of our being what's in a dream, the mind's unbridled passions what's in a dream, the force of a love that lingers

ha! the ever-unending coincidence

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{Note to stranger: So stranger, I was right! I cannot love you--not only have we not connected, but you're on a path purely of self-discovery--your intellectual energy is creating imbalance--I seek what you cannot offer: spiritual/emotional fulfillment--my intellect is but a tool. You seek what I cannot offer: almost a pure intellectual connection beyond emotion -- our paths diverge ... I have suspected all this in the few months that I have known you--as much as I may know you, you remain a stranger still--we do not connect.} Hi G***. This is because he has an energy around him which is, for the most part, intellectual and to keep him in your life you need to be on the same intellectual and mental plane that he is. If you have met a man who fits the description of this Page you would do well to keep that in mind. He will not be hemmed in. You will need a vast array of different subjects to converse about to keep this man around. He speaks his mind and expects you to do ...

thoughts about love

Love ... It will make you feel free, strong, energized, protected, full of joy-of good feelings. You will feel that you can be yourself and grow spiritually, emotionally ... You will feel connected emotionally and sexually, physically and spiritually. Your mind and body will feel at ease. You will feel that you belong. You will feel whole.

Reflections

through the looking glass the slippery slide of a thought the feeling of another reality the mocking smiles of a sliver of time the harmony of destiny drafting roads the cowardice of inertia drifting the courage of energy dispersing another shift in the choreography of minds the beating drums in the far away

captive of silences

I'm chased by a thought, by a sensation It chases me in moments of silence, pushes my consciousness it has no words, has no vocabulary it's a desire that lies beyond desire a feeling that at times projected strength and has conquered my subconscious if I silence my words it tortures me and grows, grows ever larger in my silence it takes over my being and condemns me feeds on my strength and looms ever larger and frees me yet always keeping me its prisoner to flee impossible even if I so desire-- captive of my destiny to be with another