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heart to heart

If your heart could speak, what would it say to you? What would it ask of you? If your heart could speak, would it praise you or admonish you for your choices? If your heart could speak, what desires and regrets would it express?

elementary

Bored doesn't mean lackof things to do or people to be with; bored implies lack of satisfaction and fulfillment with the things and people around us.

dormant wording

Block block Unblock Connect intent Disconnect respite Disengage diffuse Invite deny Rely repent entice Inflict deflate The self in wait Unite

the many masks of my dreams

there is a constant in my dreams it comes in many forms the coy seducer, the playful flirt the horny, naked exhibitionist the watchful eyes, the hidden presence the accusing voice of loneliness the shifting shadows that accost me the wanton force that rejects me the angry ghost of of disappointments

Is it a relationship??

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http://iheartintelligence.com/2015/10/16/forced-relationship/ Are You ‘In Love’ Or Just Attached? The Difference Is Important What is a forced relationship? It’s when two people are tired of each other, but still don’t want to break it off. Relationships are hard to maintain if both people don’t work together. You can’t force someone to love you, you cannot force your way into someone’s heart. Has your partner told you? Or most importantly shown you, that he/she loves you? If not, there’s a chance they are not interested in the relationship. Do they plan for the future with you? If they don’t, it’s probably because they are not interested in a future with you. Forcing someone to be in a relationship with you, will give you nothing other than a broken heart and misery. Some people don’t realize if they are forcing someone to love them or if they are in a forced relationship themselves. In this article, we have listed below a few signs that would help you to find out if you a...

Dreams that Waken

The night is an unjust mistress. Everything is magnified in her shadows The longings of my lonesome heart seem stronger The burn of my desires greater Memories of you become bigger than life So much so they're duplicated in my dreams As all is covered by a fog There's always a fantasy that lingers after Courage beyond the pressure of a fear

connect

for me to trust someone, I need to feel they have let me in -- that they have let their walls down -- It's hard for me to trust someone who only let's me into the front yard but keeps the front door locked, as it were, yet expect me to act as if they had let me into their bedroom -- It's hard for love to flourish that way. The feeling of love and the act of love are two different things -- as are equally different friendly sexual intercourse and emotional intimacy ... and yet not many people seem to be able to go beyond -- not for lack of desire, but really for lack of effort -- everyone wants love and emotional intimacy more than just a sexual connection and friendship but they are not willing to make the effort and commitment to go beyond -- they are too afraid, much too afraid -- and I understand that fear well now ... it's easier to jump into bed and become friends and have more sex than it is to make a real connection -- few people are fortunate to make a real con...

A Lover Dreamt in Deepest Slumber

I dreamt a lover, the body enticing aroused the senses, desires burning I dreamt a lover, his wily smile beyond what my body can contain I dreamt a lover, his tempting ways the sweetest wishes of heart and flesh I dreamt a lover, all fair and wild unbridled passions he did foretell I dreamt a lover, a dreamers passion in the dark of night disturbed my slumber I dreamt a lover, close, near and far beyond my sleep his body calling I dreamt a lover, in the longing darkness in my dreams I conjured my heat's desires.

fragmentation

toil toil, the [in]nconsequetial foil the hour that fires the moment of grace give give yourself to the journey the goal is not to find the mocking mourners but the spark in your heart that lights the fires.

hmmm ... Healing Your Broken Heart

so well timed ... Hi G*** Now is the time for acknowledging the disappointments you've encountered and the heartaches you've endured in order to heal your tender heart. The Three of Swords is linked with feelings of sadness, loneliness, suffering and pain. While we all experience these things at different stages in our lives, how we respond to them -- and how willing we are to work through them -- will go a long way toward determining our ability to move on. The Three of Swords is associated with emotional disharmony, heartache and separation. And you could be dealing with the fallout now from this very thing. But keep in mind that disharmony is usually rooted in misunderstanding, or at the very least a mis-assumption about your role in someone's life. It's that knife in the heart feeling of being hurt, betrayed or even seething in anger over an emotional situation that you have little control over. This may refer to a literal breakup or the loss of a friendsh...

sweeter than honey

beware of the sweet tongues those that whisper the sweetest words those that season their hatred with sugar and honey beware of those that distill their poison into your heart their words of deceit, resentment and distrust those that fill your mind with the logic of hatred beware of those that keep you trapped with their evil intentions those that keep you in a fog of negative energy never silence the voices, the echo of your heart

ah--yeah

Have you suddenly turned into a visionary? You tend to be insightful by nature, but this is extraordinary even for you. What do you see regarding your love life? Chances are that your luck in that department, as well as everything else, is changing. Any relationships begun or committed to at this time are likely to last for a long time. If there's someone special in your life, go for it!

spilled cafe au lait

A spill on a NYC subway car--no surprise the scent of coffee and milk permeated the air tired and sleepy I chose to sit and endure. Suddenly a memory flooded my thoughts those mornings in the farm, fresh milk boiling, coffee grounds in boiling water sweetened by molasses the aroma of milk and coffee overwhelmed the senses. I was a child then and it was such a treat to get my cup of milk with just enough coffee to change the color of the milk. The memory was so strong, so personal, my eyes watered so I closed my eyes and pretended to sleep.

half [fragment]

two step, three, one hop, stop take a jump forward, don't look back circle the pit, play the part bring yourself only, drop your bags

merry-go-round

The merry-go-round is pretty the never ending circling motion makes the old familiar places new the comfort of the well traveled path that keeps you feeling like you're going somewhere-- round and round and round we go-- going, going, going-- and yet all the while standing still.

The Goal

“Love is like a friendship caught on fire. In the beginning a flame, very pretty, often hot and fierce, but still only light and flickering. As love grows older, our hearts mature and our love becomes as coals, deep-burning and unquenchable.”   ―   Bruce Lee

A Quote

The deeper you allow yourself to sink, the harder it becomes to be yourself, love yourself, free yourself ... 

ditty ditty dah

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white asses, white asses, sweet like molasses their tight, hungry puckers love to swallow dark peckers white asses, white asses, they love all dark fuckers fuck them at night, enjoy them by morning they'll open so sweetly yet hold in your juices you can breed them in the shower or out in the woods take them on the sofa or on the kitchen floor those sweet, sweet white asses, they taste like molasses Sweet, sweet white asses they're made just for fucking male or female, they crave the dark muscle just a look in their eyes and they'll suck on your pecker they'll melt like molasses and surrender so sweetly just feed them your juices, your piss spit and cum give them a little or a lot--their hole takes it greedily

transformation, restructure and rebirth

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Hi G*****. You arrive at the path of the River Styx... The path of death represents transformation, restructure and rebirth. When transformation enters your life, you may feel a sudden shock, a sensation of bad luck crossing your path! You may even wonder, “Have I died?" The answer is no, but the path you were on did! Have you ever wondered why your path suddenly ended, and why you never saw the end coming? The Major Arcana Represents Major Life Lessons: If the Death card comes out on the first card of your reading in the positive position, you need to prepare for a major change and understand that transformation is knocking at your door. You are asked to step away from the past because a new opportunity is opening for you. If you do not listen, you might learn a lesson that will be painful. If the Death card shows up in the outcome of the reading in a positive position, you will face the future, and accept the changes you need to make, and you will let go of an old lifest...

Quote of the Day

La costumbre es más fuerte que el amor.

the gay conundrum

birds of a feather, well, they flock together or seek to change the colors of your feathers misery lovers company, so the saying goes in the gay world, I've encountered the lonely souls--the energy suckers who claim to seek meaningful ties but only seek to feed their loneliness and these same souls will sabotage your attempts at a union with their words, their habits and by pushing you deeper into the abyss as the saying goes in Spanish, they won't dance and nor will they let the music play keeping you tied to them is more important than your happiness would be while they themselves lack meaningful ties or the ability to create them ... activity partners does not provide meaning.

wording

write words long think the hour play the letter create the line burn the time wipe the paper clean.

sleeplessness

The ghosts of your memories are haunting my night From every direction they accost and accuse Their silence is deafening The force of their presence rips apart my dreams The longing longing feeling oppressive The accumulation of days seems like a tick of the clock There was more to our union than a passing friendship of convenience

word disorder

lust thought want love want thought dream lust love longing desires burning spiritual loneliness beating

Quotes of the Day

"The secret to happiness is freedom. The secret to freedom is courage." "Self-control is the chief element in self-respect, and self-respect is the chief element in courage.” -Thucydides

Transformation

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Card 1:   How you feel about yourself » The Chariot You feel everything is a constant battle at the moment, but persevere and you will triumph in the end. Expect some good news that will help you to keep going until you achieve your goals. This is a time of movement and change and of conflicts ending in victory. You may well consider a journey that relates to work or go for that new car you've been looking at. Card 2:   What you want most right now » The Hanged Man The cards suggest that what you most want at this time is to have it all! Why should you have to give something or someone up? Perhaps you feel a victim and that events are not going as planned. Trust that this is a passage from one phase of your life to another. If you are not sure what or who you need to give up, ...

DREAM

running through a dream it was #40 on F... road the dream was short there were some words 2 keys, the words to remember it was #40 in F ... road

{insert laughter here}

 Today | Tomorrow    Your love horoscope for October 8, 2015    Nobody told you there would be days like this! You might be so much in love that you feel violated by the very strength of your feelings. Desire can sometimes blind us. Do you fear losing control? If your beloved is a true soul mate, so what if you occasionally lose control? You could be jeopardizing your relationship by trying to dominate. Surrender to a higher love! Strange day indeed!

random quote

The spiritual, emotional and intellectual intelligence of a person is measured by the individual they choose as a life partner.

BOREDOM

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momentary whim

Zero the days and zero the years Zero too the hour and the minute To erase the colors of a memory-- Its texture scent and flavor-- Requires the skill of a child And the cunning of a soldier The return of shape and form The shapes of laughter and joy The surprising smile and the regained life force Become the dayis nourishment What it is to live a half life-- Well, so many of us endure it! It isn't lack of love or office But more so the fear to leave The lonely prison cell empty, The fearless repetition of the unfulfilled, The promise that never quite materializes

moment in time

To remember to forget To bring the thought to life The letters to the page The feeling to the heart The emptiness that strikes The sweet flavor of longing The regret of words in time The casting of love to the heart The lust that hides behind the shadows To know i buried love with the thought And the words on the page were my accomplices! Yet there's heart that with every beat

Stop Absorbing Other People’s Negative Energy

The negative energy others project--whether purposely or not--can drain you of your spiritual energy ... people with strong negative auras will often leave a negative energy footprint in places they have been in or on the people they have been with... it's important to learn to recognize the signs of the "negatives" -- they will unload their negative energy onto you and will drain you of your positive energy, your health, your libido, your youthfulness -- check it out--do you feel tired or confused after being with certain people? do you feel physically uncomfortable around those people? How To Stop Absorbing Other People’s Negative Energy By Jesse Herman June 12, 2015 Self Help, Spirituality By Jesse Herman and Steven Bancarz| Empathy is the ability to recognize and feel other peoples emotions. Sympathy is feeling compassion for other people. Often times to be an “empath” means that you are absorbing much of the pain and suffering in your environment, which can sac...

lost

I got lost in the feelings That the heart beats when dreaming I got lost in ideas And can't trace the beginning I got lost in myself , In the illusion of living Now I'm lost in a tune That just keeps on playing

unity, consistency, cooperation

You arrive at the path of initial completion and success, of foundations and frameworks . . . The Tarot Threes represent, among other things, unity, consistency, cooperation with others, and the first stage of completing a project or attaining a goal. The Pentacles represent your desire for material success, good health, and a happy home life. The Three of Pentacles indicates early success in establishing a career. Continuing success depends on hard work, good business skills, good character, being aware of your limitations, and being able to work well with others. Early Success Daedelus, framed by a grape-laden trellis, stands above three patrons. Each patron is aware of his previous stellar projects and each is offering him a pentacle for work they want him to do. The green rolling hills and fruitful vines suggest success but do not indicate the duration of this success. Creativity and ability alone cannot sustain success, and the Daedelus myth unveils a major character fla...

the reconstruction

Nothing makes sense The world is raw and new again Gone are the familiar landmarks The road signs the led the way The landscape is the same But not ... north south east west Have been redrawn The pebbles on the road Project new colors