Question To The Powers

to the powers that be i say: hey, you need to stop fucking with me ... what is this all about? sometimes i feel like i have "obsessors"  hanging on to me ... why magnify wants and desires that have no outlet? why shut my eyes out to others around me but this one who doesn't want or desire me and is stuck in his own repetitive cycle? is this a lesson in discipline that I have to learn? learn to control my emotions and desires and re-channel them, re-focus? put my energy in other pursuits? is that the lesson that i need to learn? maybe to not run away but to deal and control? or to not fear but process, filter, sublimate? so i ask for guidance ... what's the answer?

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