For what or whom do you have passion?
Hi G****.
The Queen of Swords holds power, but she is feeling kind of lonely. She has inherited a role to play but she may feel awkward about it deep inside. She could be trapped on a path that was imposed rather than chosen.
Yes, she is expected to hold the throne. But did anyone ask her if that would be a pleasing job? As Queen, she has become confused about her true desires and needs. Who is this charade really serving?
The Queen of Swords is forced to be in a role where people put her on a pedestal, or criticize her, or a bit of both. How much does it really have to do with her?
She uses words to maintain her role and the rules she has to enforce on others. Outside she appears to hold a steady, cold, and aloof posture. Inside she is wobbly and uncertain. Her emotions, body and mind are not in alignment.
This Queen lives alone emotionally. There is no close friend or genuine mate or child or animal child. There are not abundant phone calls or visits from others who see her humanness. She feels stiff and falsely portrayed.
Her desires, if known to her at all, are very private. The option of fulfilling any desires does not seem realistic to her. She has become a manikin of others' designs. Can she escape the costume? Can she stand up for herself with probably nobody else to encourage her in the beginning?
The Queen of Swords has never even considered the possibility of changing gears. There doesn't appear to be any way for her to do this.
Were you expected by your family to carry on the family professional legacy? Were you born into a role of stature that has little to do with who you are? Are you questioning the difference between your professional identity and what you feel? Or are you in a relationship to please the family and society? That is the Queen of Swords consciousness.
If the lesson available from the Queen of Swords consciousness is overlooked, a person may create a dangerously wide gap between self and persona presented to the world. This can lead to immense loneliness, depression and illness.
Try to be tenderly honest with yourself. Look into who you are. Don't fool yourself. Look into ways to be more real with others. Look at possibilities of changing your life path even if others will greatly object. It is your life, not theirs. What do you crave? For what or whom do you have passion?