still lost
still lost, still looking, still wading through the pools of desire
still stuck to the same wheel, turning on the same patterns
still riding the same roller coaster,
still savoring the same seconds of ecstasy in exchange for days of loveless loneliness
still seeking for meaning outside yourself
still hiding from yourself
still sitting home waiting for the phone to ring, for someone else to make plans
still letting other drive you
still letting others abuse you
still waiting for desire to turn to love
still waiting for someone else to come and change your life
still rejecting love
still sad and still crying
still stuck stuck stuck stuck!
still stuck to the same wheel, turning on the same patterns
still riding the same roller coaster,
still savoring the same seconds of ecstasy in exchange for days of loveless loneliness
still seeking for meaning outside yourself
still hiding from yourself
still sitting home waiting for the phone to ring, for someone else to make plans
still letting other drive you
still letting others abuse you
still waiting for desire to turn to love
still waiting for someone else to come and change your life
still rejecting love
still sad and still crying
still stuck stuck stuck stuck!
