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i want my concentration, my focus, solely on eating my gluten free muffin forget the light in the street, the green red yellow bright white golden yellows  forget the noise of this or that car, the constant chatter of the people their hearts constantly flooding the air waves -- forget it all it's chocolate and with coffee it's the best thing closest to a joy the day has ended with the week, and i ignore the offers for some sort of release the game that ends in grunts and ahhs doesn't hold my attention today not as much as the taste of sugary chocolate--ha, maybe it's an effortless replacement no need to travel here or there to warm someone else's less than warm bed the familiar face that holds my gaze, the smile,  the arms legs lips ass warmth that ends in me facing me again so today i chose the sweetness of chocolate and the ever satisfying coffee that moves me too and I think instead about the warmth and grunts and ahhs that bring me closer still to a...

just because isn't a why my words are sometimes often always carefully trimmed thoughts that aim not to disturb your outer peace the inner one of which moves out of its own accord you know, I know too just because bacause doesn't answer the why my words are sometimes centrifugally centered meant to cast out the very thing they're meant to hide clean perfectly chosen words that are really random thoughts but really, standing in from the rain doesn't mean you won't get wet, does it? and just as strong are your words, you see the spellbinding force that binds the core far from accidental the energy that hits and conjures its own spells turning dreams upside yet no longer disturb my slumber  a why can sometimes be a because

on top of my words, the sky blue grey red gold above through which I see beyond the starts burning points that rule the ever present void that fills it all below my words this rock that holds me and all the in-betweens that we can forge the marvels that haunt and excite the worlds our eyes mouth thoughts ears cast again and again and again around my words so much more that I than the me that fabricates with words the hide-and-seek weaver just close your eyes and step in out of the magic spells I conjure inside my words there's a vaster realm the likes of which only the universe the naked rhythm that sways drums and trumpets and cymbals plus the notes from the sunset.

Hi G***. The T e n of P e n t a c l e s comes to bring news of wealth, abundance, life falling in to place, and connection to family. The ten of pentacles is a card of goals reached, and dreams come true. This is a day for celebration, for gratitude, and spreading the love. The T e n of P e n t a c l e s brings forth a time of stability, financial sustainability, possibly even a miraculous event drawing to you an abundance of wealth. This card tells you that you have reached a place where you no longer need worry about money; you no longer need to worry about anything. You have the resources available now to do all you wish to do. Your dreams are coming alive, and you are fulfilling your destiny. This card reminds you to share the abundance, to spread the love, and to stay on your path. This financial success is merely a means to help ensure your path is paved, and the things you are meant to do, can be done. Also remember, that your path is not work or drudgery, it is your passion...

“Love recognizes no barriers. It jumps hurdles, leaps fences, penetrates walls to arrive at its destination full of hope.” :: Maya Angelou

i think that i want love this and that memory and thought of i think i love and crave this and that sound of i think i sense the fragrance of i still crave, desire tasting those the lips of as they speak even i still strongly desire to know the sensation of of how it would feel to be inside of and my heart is still wanting beating feeling desiring longing to see the face of and yeah, readers may think it's dumb that i write this like this but who gives a

Dreamingnow my lipsinyours yourlipsmylips more Meinyou feeling myhardness growing more Dreamingwakedream

"Love is an act of Faith, not an exchange" :: Paulo Coelho

I want I need I take I seek I find I conquer I love desire enjoy

And throughout all eternity, I forgive you and you forgive me. William Blake

In the end it's all about energy, isn't it The energy you give off, the energy you receive The energy that vibrates around you Based on who gravitates around you The polarity that is generated The energy transfered, exchanged, reserved The shields that protect, attract, repel Energies resonate, vibrate, attract like energies Like energies grow and expand Disparate energies weaken, stagnate

a person's true character is known based on how they treat you when they no longer need you, or when they know that you need them ...

why today there is something pulling me and tearing me apart at the same time ... and it feels like there is some force over me somehow protecting me but creating this great longing at the same time ... and I can't explain it ... it's not pain by any means, it's not unhappiness; it's a sort of bliss--kind of like the smell of a favorite food as we pass by a strangers window ... G- “Love is the expression of simplicity in emotion, the unattainable longing that comes so unexpectedly, with great subtlety and bliss” “Feeling and longing are the motive forces behind all human endeavor and human creations.” Albert Einstein “Prayer is not asking. It is a longing of the soul. It is daily admission of one's weakness. It is better in prayer to have a heart without words than words without a heart.” Mahatma Gandhi “The Creator has not given you a longing to do that which you have no ability to do” Orison Swett Marden “We are all longing to go home to some pl...

Man cannot live without joy; therefore when he is deprived of true spiritual joys it is necessary that he become addicted to carnal pleasures. :: Thomas Aquinas

When people get married because they think it's a long-time love affair, they'll be divorced very soon, because all love affairs end in disappointment. But marriage is a recognition of a spiritual identity. :: Joseph Campbell Love is a sacred reserve of energy; it is like the blood of spiritual evolution. :: Pierre Teilhard de Chardin

yeah, I remember you still your memory lingers and I wonder why all my defenses went up around you why all the times you were ready to give yourself my core resisted and yet that was always my fantasy ... to take you and make you mine and it happened in all kinds of ways, from romantic to just animal lust and yet there was always an emergency break pulled somewhere I look back and wonder ... I still ask myself why what was it about you that got the system to an all stop all my conjectures have been just that--conjectures and bullshit none worth a penny the truth lies elsewhere the best explanation I have come up with is that I was so much into you that I was afraid to lose myself and not be able to pull back -- that is the best I can do And still something inside me keeps calling out for you

sometimes there are spirits who have evolved in some areas but are still lacking in others; those spirits will sometimes reincarnate with with a physical ailment that will help them overcome their weakness, obsession, addiction ... provided they are willing to heed the signs ... the physical ailment will be a way to deter them from their obsession/addiction or it will be a way to making them reflect on their life and thus bringing them closer to love, to overcoming their shortcoming ... physical ailments usually make people turn their hearts toward the divine and helps them seek answers beyond their immediate reality and so foster spiritual change ... of course, the choice is always ours.

incarnations and reincarnations and atonement helpful spirits and parasitic spirits trials and lessons and tribulations karma and kismet and free will body and mind and soul love and good and evil disease and addiction and obsessions lust and pride and arrogance denial and fear and procrastination all found on the road to perfection all found on the road to perdition

I can't turn off the noise in my head the chatter chatter that clutters and clatters can't turn the noise off off it's so loudly loud so loud it shuts the sounds it silences the whispers the heart shouts.

Let go of the words, the are just words Let go of the thought, it doesn't grow Let go of the feelings, let them flow Let go of that you cannot see Let it flow free Don't be a fool, let the end be

steps, straight lines, right angles turns, squares, circles, slopes ascend, descend ... lines dots lines boxes, volume, space reflections

The Knight of Swords Hi Gustavo. The Knight of Swords rides in, in a flash, full of strength, determination, and passion. He is brave, takes action, and has the necessary skills to make these actions succeed. The Knight rides in on his steady steed, showing he is not going this alone, there is help! He holds his sword high and cuts through the obstacles and illusions of this world. The Knight is guaranteed sweet victory, as long as he tempers his action with insight from within. When the Knight of Swords shows up on your path you know that the direction you are moving in is working for you. You feel the rush of creativity, you feel inspired, and your actions are manifesting what you have been working towards for what seems like a long time! You are here; enjoy the path, the process. This is the fun part. Remember that you are not alone, nor do you need to do it all by yourself. Use the help that the universe has sent in, and allow the flow to connect you to the whole. We are not ...

Writes a Grindr philosopher: "Connections based on a beautiful body can last around 3 months; connections based on a great dick/ass (read good sex), can last around 7 months; connections based on spiritual afinity last a life time" ... of course I see people who only have a great sex connection who keep breaking up and getting back together ... it's a way to make it last a life time even if it destroys their spirit while making eachother miserable yet sexually fulfilled!!! I guess their motto is: If at first you don't succeed, try and try and try again until your spirit is broken and you're an emotional mess and too old to find a mate!! Lol

a dream that you arrived a dream that you were traveling a dream that you were touching me a dream that you were smiling a dream that you were going a dream that we were meeting a dream that you embraced me a dream that I love you a dream that I want you

soñé que venías soñé que viajabas soñé que me tocabas soñé que sonreías soñé que te ibas soñé que te encontraba soñé que te abrazaba soñé que te amaba Soñé que te quería

"You can pretend to care, but you can't pretend to show up" George L. Bell

dream landscapes take their own form and shape they're built on images of places, feelings that we have stored away suddenly they burst into sight, lasting seconds like firecrackers, and we're left wanting more.

Antigonish [I met a man who wasn't there] Hughes Mearns Yesterday, upon the stair, I met a man who wasn't there He wasn't there again today I wish, I wish he'd go away... When I came home last night at three The man was waiting there for me But when I looked around the hall I couldn't see him there at all! Go away, go away, don't you come back any more! Go away, go away, and please don't slam the door... (slam!) Last night I saw upon the stair A little man who wasn't there He wasn't there again today Oh, how I wish he'd go away...

man is a creature of habit ... all it takes is time to assimilate things, get used to things, people, situations from joy to happiness to the taste of coffee to sadness and even deep pain it's all habit ... we do, we fuck, we eat, we sleep ... all is assimilated ... we keep moving the spirit and the heart, however, are a different thing.

Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it. The minute I heard my first love story, I started looking for you, not knowing how blind that was. Lovers don't finally meet somewhere. They're in each other all along. Don't be satisfied with stories, how things have gone with others. Unfold your own myth. ----::Rumi

The Inner Strength Of Your Spirit Hi G***. The Path Of Strength Represents The Inner Strength Of Your Spirit... In Mystic Tarot, and Greek Mythology, you meet Heracles, a mortal that became a god, and he was known as one of the greatest hero’s, because he faced and conquered the biggest and most ferocious lion, Nemean. Nemean represents the constellation of Leo, and Leo is ruled by the Sun in astrology. In the Strength card, Nemean represents a metaphor for the Sun, a situation that feels hot and burning, easily raging out of control, and requires you to stand up for yourself and face the ferocious lion within, or the outer lion that roars at you! The Strength card shows Heracles entering a cave – the cave represents a metaphor for your inner hidden fears, and fear can stop you, straight away, if you let it! With determination, you can conquer almost any fear, for it truly exists in your mind. You need to tap into your inner strength and face the situation that roars at you with ...

Awake again, time tics away Tic toc tic toc The hour fades the morning shades Tic toc The thoughts that stray Tic tac The feelings that wade

el hombre es un animal de costumbre con el tiempo lo asimilamos todo, no acostumbramos a todo desde la felicidad, la alegría, el sabor del café hasta la tristeza y el dolor más hondo todo eso es costumbre ... dormimos, comemos, hacemos todo se asimila ... seguimos la ruta, seguimos viviendo el espíritu y el corazón, sin embargo, son otra nota.

fight for this that or the other search for that or this look for him or her cast your dreams here and there reap your saw now and again want your needs always jump for that which sparks your desires desire that which burns your spirit love the thing that moves you sleep sleep another sleep for dreams

look far, look near look inside, look outside look down below and up above look east west north south look and look for what is found look not far for what you own

"Sex is the consolation you have when you cant have love" -- Márquez If all that keeps two together is sex, they have to engage in sex quite often to keep the interest alive ... so much so that your physical and spiritual energy are spent and in the end the sex becomes routine or meaningless ... and in the end, once you get off the bed or morning comes, you're still lonely and yearning for a something ... this type of entanglement is particularly damaging to your spiritual energy since love is not feeding; it's been fed by physical desire and emotional need ... don't let sex lock you into a loveless tie that heightens your feelings of loneliness and dissatisfaction ... yes, the moment is pleasurable but the price you pay is high and corrodes your heart... loneliness is a harsh mistress.

longing sometimes, longings for something a moment in time, a word, the smell in the air sometimes a longing for a sound can take hold at other times it's a weather and sometimes there is a longing for a feeling or a for what would have been sometimes, just sometimes is more than never