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the gay mating game -- little satire

let's start with the easy ones, ok? if you're femme and a bottom with a bubble butt, you got it made, for the most part. In the dating game there are many a butch guy who likes his bottom femme--and you will be easy to identify. If you're a femme top, well, good luck. Apparently no bottom wants to be mounted by a feminine man--with the few exceptions--so you have to sift through the piles. If you're a butch, smack'em top-well, another easy one... bottoms a plenty for you--unless you have a small cock... and then your choices dwindle ... Same goes for the "straight on the DL" bunch -- you'll have plenty of use'em and dump'em bottoms lined up for the chance ... If you're naturally masculine and a top and hung, again, easy as pie ... bottoms a plenty ... unless you're a sensitive guy or are looking for romance ... then your choices dwindle a bit ... bottoms seem to want the "manly asshole top"--and by manly-man we mean sex...

things to be thankful for today ...

- my health -- I thank the powers that have improved my health and strengthened my stomach family - and their ongoing support - the Spiritist Group of NY -- the weekly sessions are making a challenging period of my life much more manageable ... the spiritual benefactors help dissipate negative or destructive thoughts and help me keep my connection to the light of the higher self - A friend whose presence is still a source of strength - my friends who keep me in mind at all times - for a life challenge that has made me realize so much about myself; and has helped me see and appreciate my true friends - for a terrible mistake that has made me appreciate the worth of so many things.

Self Mockery

These days I make fun of myself ... sometimes I even mock the innocence with which I face things. For example, a couple of weeks ago I decided to dedicate myself to make radical changes in my life ... to rid myself of so many things that so far have been overwhelming me ... so many things that are part of past yet I was carrying them along ... I had already been shedding several of those things... even more so those that were burdening me for years ... so much time has passed since those events, and I was still carrying them along so neatly packed, that they were almost part of me; and I had to work intensely even to just identify them - and make a much bigger effort to get rid of them ... or at least distance myself from them enough to diminish their toxicity and see them or what they were. I also wanted to release some feelings that I had assumed I'd eradicated completely, sublimated them beyond the conscious and the subconscious ... but I realized that my efforts were to no ...