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price check

Easy things become difficult when we put a price on them furtive looks are much more economic that direct eye contact and much more cheaper are words that hide it all and let's not talk about the price of a touch -- outrageously expensive! it is cheaper to casually brush a shoulder or a hand than to pay the high price of an embrace. and in the end how much have we saved? Do we now have enough to buy loneliness ...?

grouping of words with i

i love want desire i crave long hunger i wish dream fantasize i play laugh enjoy i think hope project i ... and you?

partnerships of a different kind ...

Practicing the Presence through Mind and Meditation It's time to put aside the traditional concepts of relationship and seriously consider the notion of a cosmic, spiritual partnership that will transcend those of the past. Not only is this new concept beginning to take hold and flourish, in the end it is going to prevail. And it's going to prevail because ego will have no place in such a union. Spiritual partnership is based upon equality, balance between the male and female energies, the freedom and the strength to be one's self while taking responsibility for one's actions, sacred sexuality, open and truthful communication without fear of ridicule, honoring and respecting the other's strengths and weaknesses, and the genuine recognition that your partner is truly your most intimate and all-embracing friend. - the wisdom of Michael Massaro

were that i will

were that i will - that I will have said that which i've been holding and not with so many words--i know how to say were that i will have given in to have reached out to touch this and that of you beyond were that i will have reached out and touched your heart {my favorite part of you and then your lipseyes} were that i will have to empty my heart's void and i'm lost in the need to

spiritual parasites

"negative times positive = negative" -- math axiom so i recently went to a talk about spiritual growth and a very interesting idea was put forth ... negative spirits (in body or disembodied) that feed off the energy of others ... in other words, parasitical spirits. parasitical spirits, because of they are in a lower stage of spiritual evolution, feed off the spiritual energy of more evolved spirits. These parasites usually select spirits weakened by emotional of physical problems. The victims are usually spirits that have very low level of self love/low self esteem. The parasite usually takes the form of a loved or trusted one: a family member, a close friend, a lover ... they usually create a dependency, emotional, physical, sexual with their victim ... once the dependency is created, they will drain the energy of the victim. The victim will become physically and emotionally ill -- sleeplessness, depression, neurological or immunological issues develop -- all the while, t...

Winds (draft)

Many, many things they bring to mind- cherry-blossoms. -Matsuo Basho Break, break against the trees, give them life. Let them shed forgetfulness and remembrance, Blow, blow patient and weave wandering clouds with your creative scent. Fly, fly away. Abandon the steps of a setting sun and rise, blooming, to new horizons. Forget, forget and part. Let the stars guide you and I'll grant you my dreams.

Chelseabulous (another try)

Ah yes, they are the Gods of New York the pretty fags in Louis Vuitton on beautiful sunny days they walk their wardrobe instead of their dogs and late at night their fashionable knees buff the floors of the trendiest pubs Oh yes, the marvelous boys -- enviable martyrs of the homosexual cause!

the helpess cock/abuse addicted sub-bottom

the psycho-sexual dependent relationship so recently have met a couple of very interesting guys--both who were sub bottom. one in particular was of interest. he wanted to have a relationship based on domination. his interest was on having a masculine guy dominate him in and out of bed. this domination would include his submission in bed, being physically punished {slapped} if he misbehaved or didn't do as told; getting discretely slapped in public, having his holes used in any way--even by force, cleaning and doing chores, etc ... his exact words were, "I want an old fashion relationship where the man has full control over his mate" ... I find this fascinating. I can always see this as part of sex play, but I can't see it translated into everyday situations. I could not see myself controlled by anyone or having them slap me and find that hot ... granted, I do find slapping a sub-bottom arousing--but like I said, all in the confines of sex play. I remember my class...