Day-Dreaming

... so lately I've been having these thoughts, daydreams really; uncontrollable daydreams that pop into my head and for a few seconds, and sometimes a bit longer, take me off into these fantasies about this one guy ... they range from the very romantic to the very pornographic, from hardcore sex to very sweet fantasies ... what's disturbing is that they seem to have a life of their own ... they come and go as if with a will of their own ... and sometimes I catch myself and it's like what the fuck ...I could be typing the day's schedule and boom, suddenly I'm replaying some past moment except this time it turns into a very hardcore porn scene where I'm fucking this guy real hard, or some romantic scene where I'm kissing him sweetly all over ... and I laugh at myself because, well, I'm not 15 you know ... absurd? sweet? ridiculous? romantic? ... you be the judge ...

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