Focusing on gratitude
Hi G***.
This card indicates being lost in a selfish harm or gain which provides nothing but a fleeting adrenaline rush. Over time, this rush becomes an addiction at others' expense, ultimately your own expense.
The Five of Swords consciousness is one of a deeply disturbed heart and very low self-esteem. Not finding the way to contribute to the good of others, nor succeed with integrated service of the heart, you are angry.
Your inability to face the anger in yourself toward yourself causes you to feel resentful of others. Your actions and thoughts are aimed at arranging bad fortune for others. It works.
You get high on this success, thus making yourself more and more sick over time. At first you are emotionally sick. In time you become physically sick as a result. Your mind is full of lies plus growing hatred.
If this doesn't fit you, you likely have a person in your life with this nature. Time to break free from them if you would like to have a healthy life. If they are a family member, a healthy confrontation is needed. They need help being guided to some kind of recovery program. Tough love is required.
Of course, if they are exercising violent behavior, you must remove yourself or the other person from the environment. This level of pathology does need therapeutic intervention.
Sometimes this card appears when 90% of your consciousness is actually kind and good. Somehow, a negative idea, resentment, jealousy, etc., is interfering with the heart and brain. You are aware of this but unclear on how to change it. Fighting it has caused it to fester privately while overall you are a good-hearted, mentally healthy person.
Try asking the universal flow for help instead. Give thanks that the universal flow can assist you when personal will has not worked. Look for programs with good track records for helping people change non-preferred mental and emotional habits. There are many tools that can help. Look into what feels right for you.
If you have not dealt with the Five of Swords consciousness, you or someone close to you is hitting rock bottom. Sometimes we have to reach the lowest low in order to realize we need to get help.
Focus on sending gratitude to and amends to those you have harmed. Feel this in your heart first. Follow up with verbal communication. Change your actions so you don't repeat them after you apologize. Get help to do so.
This card indicates being lost in a selfish harm or gain which provides nothing but a fleeting adrenaline rush. Over time, this rush becomes an addiction at others' expense, ultimately your own expense.
The Five of Swords consciousness is one of a deeply disturbed heart and very low self-esteem. Not finding the way to contribute to the good of others, nor succeed with integrated service of the heart, you are angry.
Your inability to face the anger in yourself toward yourself causes you to feel resentful of others. Your actions and thoughts are aimed at arranging bad fortune for others. It works.
You get high on this success, thus making yourself more and more sick over time. At first you are emotionally sick. In time you become physically sick as a result. Your mind is full of lies plus growing hatred.
If this doesn't fit you, you likely have a person in your life with this nature. Time to break free from them if you would like to have a healthy life. If they are a family member, a healthy confrontation is needed. They need help being guided to some kind of recovery program. Tough love is required.
Of course, if they are exercising violent behavior, you must remove yourself or the other person from the environment. This level of pathology does need therapeutic intervention.
Sometimes this card appears when 90% of your consciousness is actually kind and good. Somehow, a negative idea, resentment, jealousy, etc., is interfering with the heart and brain. You are aware of this but unclear on how to change it. Fighting it has caused it to fester privately while overall you are a good-hearted, mentally healthy person.
Try asking the universal flow for help instead. Give thanks that the universal flow can assist you when personal will has not worked. Look for programs with good track records for helping people change non-preferred mental and emotional habits. There are many tools that can help. Look into what feels right for you.
If you have not dealt with the Five of Swords consciousness, you or someone close to you is hitting rock bottom. Sometimes we have to reach the lowest low in order to realize we need to get help.
Focus on sending gratitude to and amends to those you have harmed. Feel this in your heart first. Follow up with verbal communication. Change your actions so you don't repeat them after you apologize. Get help to do so.