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Love is the quality of attention we pay to things

J.D. McClatchy writes: A desire can be a vague wish, a sharp craving, a steadfast longing, a helpless obsession. It can signal an absence or a presence, a need or a commitment, an ideal or an impossibility. The root of the word “desire” links it to consider and to terms of investigation and augury, thereby reminding us that desire is often less what we feel than what we think about what we feel. And the still deeper root of the word links it to star and shine, as if our desires, and bright centers of our being, were also like the fixed fates in the heavens, determining the course of our lives. Indeed, our mundane experience of desire often coincides with this sense of something beyond our control, of something confusing, something driving us beyond the bounds of habit or reason. It is the heart of our hearts, the very stuff of the self. Desire explodes past borders of time or law. It drifts through veils of propriety. It cannot be confined by social expectations or strictures. ...

He Follows His Bliss

Hi G****. You arrive at the path of he follows his bliss... Romance, a new love, a marriage proposal, or a venture into the arts may be on the horizon. The Knights are related to the Court Cards and are always on a mission to complete their assignments. The appearance of the Knight of Cups indicates that something is going to change. The change will be unexpected or something hidden will be revealed to you. The Knight of Cups represents you or outside influences: a friend, counselor, mentor, or an open enemy, or someone who wants to court you (a potential lover). The Court Cards represent significant people who enter your life. The Knight of Cups is the young restless traveler who brings change into your life and might leave after the change is initiated. The Court card personalities are complex because they are two-sided and can go from positive to negative in a flash. Highly intellectual, they feel that they're always right. They may be flirty, sarcastic, impatient, fli...

How does a narcissist typically react when ...

How does a narcissist typically react when one of his intended victims stands up to him? Marlene Matlock, former Assistant Professor in Nutrition & Home Economics at California State University, Fresno (1979-1984) Updated Jul 5 I can tell you from my experience of being married 47 years to a mentally disordered Covert NPD/ASPD that when I stood up to him he shocked me with his response. It is called RAGE! A rage is when they get up into you face yelling at you for whatever offense they felt you made. I had no clue what or why he was doing this to me. I told my husband I believed he was not telling me the truth about something. He quickly rushed up to my face in an angry tone and told me, “I have never lied a day in my life!!! Who do you think you are accusing me of lying??? I am not the problem here but I know who is…YOU ARE THE LIAR!!!!” What? I was totally confused and terrified of his behavior which I had never seen ever in our relationship. He was always mellow and chill...