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"Often the wrong train has taken me to the correct destination." -- Paulo Coelho

Sometimes you have to go backwards in order to actually move forward ...

Hi G. The six of swords calls today to set you free! The six of swords is a card of release, of moving to a higher vibration, of letting go of the past, and finding the light within. This card reminds you that all of life has been preparing you for this moment. The six of swords speaks to the sadness of letting go, of giving up the thoughts of who you were, in order to become who you truly are! The six of swords whispers that the sadness is beginning to lift, that you are finding inspiration again, and you are healing the wounds of the past. The time has come to be free of the ties that have been binding you. The time has come to set sail to smoother waters and allow peace to wash over you. You have grieved, you have reflected, and you have remembered that the past does not have power over you. You have remembered that you have the power, and you are ready to move on. You have learned or remembered and there is nothing left but the bittersweet good-bye. This chapter is c...

fear is not love, of course! it's stronger than love, more pervasive it soaks the world we project and inhabit it's alive in the locked door, the furtive smile the brisk  pace, the instinctual need to hold on it's all ruled by fear hate isn't the absence of love nor the presence of anger but rather the multiplication of fear the need to live with safety nets and hold on to that which no longer fits all of that is fear and all of that is mold on the walls of what could be love.

the intensity of the streets assaults the senses-- the colors, smells, sounds blend into one continous humming that bombards the body and makes me want to hide, escape to run away, to shut it all out but the rumbling that rambles inside keeps me wandering  and I go from place to place to run away,  to hide from myself the many coffe stops, the afternoons that lingers in a photograph the continuum of days that I wish would unravel into one the sleepiness of sleepless nights, the hours poorly spent on one task another day that passes unnoticed adding to the emptiness of untold moments the falsity of this or that endeavour to entertain with friends who want to entertain the animal-like desire that runs deeper and turns me into some hapless hunter hunting willing prey that lays before me waiting to be consumed the touch and wantless wants to bring release the futility of the moment when I know that I I just want to love one who loves to be loved and ...

"He who chooses the path dictated by the heart shall never be wrong." - Popol Vuh (Mayan sacred scriptures)

what we talk about when we talk about love .. to blatantly steal raymond carver's title ... there isn't really much to say, really ... we can sit and discuss love endlessly and try to describe, as in the story, what real love is and what it isn't ... and the result will most likely always be the same--gibberish ... and we can quote from this or that book or even my favorite quote from paul's letter to the corinthians ... but it will not suffice and it will not go past an exercise in conjectures ... because ultimately the love we can ever talk about is the one we have experienced, or not! it always starts and ends there ... and everything else is just a topic of discussion ... we can talk about when we felt the most cared for, the most at peace, the most safe, the most looked after with care, the loving look, the loving smile, and we can talk about the joy in seeing someone and taking care of them, and thinking tenderly about them and desiring them even... and maybe even...

Hi G***. The Minor Arcana represents your choices and actions throughout the realization of your destiny… The Swords usually indicates a struggle or conflict, a possible decision about separating from your past attachments. There is a desire to find the truth that will shed light on your situation so you can act on it and find closure… The Story About Athena In Mythic Tarot, you meet Athena (the goddess of wisdom and justice). She was the daughter of Zeus (the god of the sky, weather patterns, and unexpected thunder bolts) and her mother was Metis (the goddess of wisdom). In some legends, Metis was Zeus’s first wife, but in other legends she was another one of Zeus’s cheating escapades. Athena was born with the traits of both of her parents. In legend and prophesy, it was said that Metis would bear children that were more powerful than Zeus. Zeus freaked out when he heard about his prophesy and did not want to pay the consequences of being overthrown. In one legend, it was said t...

The force that through the green fuse drives the flower Drives my green age; that blasts the roots of trees Is my destroyer. --Dylan Thomas there's a something that holds my heart a prisoner grips from the inside out with a force beyond my understanding breaks all defensive walls and barriers and takes the heart whole and yet as if tore by piece the longing nights exacting penance cannot compare to the wicked strength that locks my heart the loneliness of the loneliest day is but a glimmer in comparison to the crimson redness of this heart's mad prison the bewitching power of the heart that longs arrests and drags all reason and all feeling- the vortex of the immortal instant consumes a lifetime in desires the end of which the winding road obscures

much thought and words, feelings explored it's what I want that that I conclude the taste and smell of a loved & loving man his scent and touch and sensibility a sexual man, that he must be but not by his desires ever ruled his desires to his feelings and emotions tied a man of masculine demeanor who in love gives up control a man whose beauty inside and out make my desires burn so that my lips desire to savor his taste And my manhood to rise and his most intimate penetrate

"A man sees in the world what he carries in his heart." -- Goethe and that is also what he attracts --

"To find yourself, think for yourself." Socrates

my waking hours, sleepless nights the 4 o'clock ticking of the clock bewitches the dreams that wake the nightly slumber seem haunted the shadows that through the day lack form and shape begin their dance on the nightly stage the nightly dark takes the threads of light my mind does offer and forms a play that pleases me as the sleeper

Three of Cups ~ Promise Hi G&^%$ . Your card today is the Three of Cups. This is a lovely card to receive because it can signify a wedding, the birth of a new baby, or positive change generally. This is a time of joy and promise, when you can celebrate your successes and move forward to a new stage in life. This card is all about natural progression: the bride becomes a wife, a newborn baby begins life. The card I have sent you today shows the beautiful wedding of Eros and Psyche. The water nymphs dance around and toast their marriage. Eros and Psyche are celebrating the beginning of their lives together and looking forward to the future. Enjoy this wonderful feeling of success and positive change. You will have plenty to celebrate! Just remember though that there is much more to come yet on the journey of life, this is the beginning of the next stage.

so it seems that bottoms will just go after the first dick that's wagged on their face ... why don't I learn that lesson? and most importantly, why don't I accept the fact that bottom are just fuck-holes and one should not pursue them for anything other than sex... my friends keep telling me that and experience shows me that again and again ... but then who does that leave available? maybe a two top couple who regularly finds bottom to use and fuck and discard--that's ultimately what turns them on -- use them, abuse them, discard of them ... and what pisses me off is that they come all sweet and humble and talking bullshit about how they want a relationship {and I guess they want one with cocks} so they can get my cock and then won't leave me alone and all they want is to have me drilling their holes ... or I meet them and I just use them and fuck them and then they become attached ... like what the fuck? who respects an indiscriminate dick hungry whore enough to c...

we dance the cosmic dance ... one life the more one life the less ... we have a journey to fulfill ... a spirit for whose evolution we are responsible ... perfection awaits us -- sooner or later -- as we move through this and that life ... this and that endeavor

I'm afraid now. I'm afraid to write love poems. The poems fueled by the loving thoughts for the longed for soul. The words that flow in ebbing harmony. The graceful dance of letters on the page. The thoughts in unison that happened randomly. The missing

Of the many loves that I Harmony is by far I live The many manys And the love is more The unity of thoughtfeelingsdesires As one

in dreams one travels, takes on the role of lover, loved, healer in dreams one catches stars as if they butterflies in dreams one heals someone's pain in dreams ones pain is healed in dreams we love without question in dreams the loved one is our friend, our lover in dreams we admire and are admired by the one we love in dreams there are no obstacles, no resentments nor regrets in dreams we are opened as are our dream companions in dreams we dream about the life we dream about

It's funny how some of these come at particular times ... this one came a day ago but I had not read it ... meanwhile, I was practicing the "love feeling" ... I was walking in the neighborhood and it occurred to me that regardless of my perception, I can l=always tap into feelings of love and evoke memories, dream, fantasies that bring that feeling ... the important thing, I thought, is to increase the vibrations ... and the I opened and read this here ... just a cool coincidence? Hi G&^%$#. The Three of wands calls today with a sense of abundance, success, of being grounded in the moment, and seeing the big picture. This card is regarding focus, trust, and fearlessness. The three of wands requires you to dream big, and to know that you have everything you need in order to make your dreams come true. This card is regarding foresight, leadership, and increase in vibration. The three of wands is deliciously wrapped up in love, oh the love. Can you feel it? The three...